Chapter 1
Sabrina Schulz
I try to focus my gaze on something other than Sabrina on top of me. His thrusts are so brutal and painful that I have to fight not to throw up on him.
He squeezes my legs tightly because of the excitement but it hurts me badly. His thrusts are rough and violent as he bites my earlobe, making me feel like crying. I'm desperate to get away from him, but it's impossible. It was so damn impossible.
I have been under the clutches of this German beast for six long years.
In an instant, he grabs my mouth and kisses me fiercely. I have to pretend that I like him, I like his kisses, I like his touch and I love him. If I don't make this man happy, he will torture me and teach me how to give pleasure to a man.
"Sabrina!" He growls my name as he intensifies his thrusts. I moan excitedly to encourage him to come as soon as possible.
"Fuck!" He bites my shoulder as he comes inside me harder, wrapping his arms around my body and pressing a kiss on my forehead.
Our bodies were sticky, and sweaty due to hours of sex.
"Happy Birthday, meine frau."
My wife.
Sabrina kisses my mouth so gently, making me think for a single moment that he is not that beast I have married. He is that authoritative and arrogant who murders and kills people without a sparing mercy. “My baby.” He breathed while hugging my and making me feel suffocated.
I'm not in the mood to celebrate my birthday. With this miserable life, how can I accomplish the happiness? I have been living in hell for years. Sometimes I thought I would have been cursed if I had married that monster.
Suddenly, my phone rings, making me startle as I turn to grab it and look at the screen. It is my father who calls me. I'm not feeling like talking to him so I turn it off and put it aside.
"Are you still mad at him, honey?" Sabrina asks without letting me go. I roll my eyes and look away in annoyance. I will live my whole life hating my father, Emilio Erick, the cowardly man who preferred to sell his young daughter rather than lose his company.
I break into tears when I hear the news that I'm about to marry the German beast. My mother keeps hugging me and my father is so calm about the decision he has just made. He has no idea he has just destroyed his daughter ‘s life.
Sabrina looks at me like I'm the most wonderful trophy he's ever been able to get as he moving toward me like a lion looking for his prey.
My mother sobs harder. Dad extends a glass of whiskey to the German beast, who gladly accepts knowing that he has just closed the most lucrative deal of his life. The mobster extends a hand to me to walk towards him; Dad encourages me to do it. My body trembles with his touch. I look at my father looking for a way to break his heart and for him to give up the idea of marrying this monster, but none of that will happen. I want to get out of here.
I am the only daughter of the Erick couple. My father is a powerful banker who married my mother Vilma for convenience. I always thought that he would protect me from all the dangers of this world. A downturn in the economy and bad treatment have caused him to lose all his money.
Even though I heard the rumors about the Erick family and the mobster, I never paid attention to the gossip from others.
My legs are shaking and my heart is pounding as Sabrina sits me on his lap and Mom starts to cry even louder.
I am a twenty-year-old girl. My father sacrificed me to save his neck and my mother suffers from this.
"Don't do this, Max." my mom says as she walks towards my father, who just makes a face, dismissing her words.
Sabrina runs his hands over my arms and back. I shift uncomfortably as my buttocks feel the growing erection in his pants.
The German turns my face for a kiss. I watch my mother turn away so as not to see this despicable act. This is too much for both of us, I try to move away, but Sabrina pulls my hair making me whimper in pain.
"Sabrina," he says. His voice is scary as hell. "Do you not want your Dad to die?" I feel bile rising in my throat as I swallow heavily, ready to save my family.
I only hope that one day this nightmare will end.
Mom died two years after my marriage from ovarian cancer. I cried weeks after her death, but my hatred towards my father intensified when in less than two weeks another woman took my mother's place.
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I finish putting on my makeup to go out. The Mafia is full of saints and traitors. Everyone wants a little bit of you; Throughout my time with Sabrina, I have learned that no one is your friend and you are no one's friend.
Sabrina's father began his life as a mobster when his wife was diagnosed with leukemia. The need to save the woman he loved led him to commit illicit acts. At first, he only took care of transporting Cartel's drugs into his car. After becoming his right-hand man, Bramen gained everyone's trust and had his own mafia network after a year. Guns, drugs, and women are the source of income for the Schulz family.
A couple of times I tried to escape and all I got was the most horrible beating of my life. Sabrina never leaves me alone, he will never let me go.
On numerous occasions, I have to cover my body from the bruises he leaves. It is offensive to Sabrina if someone opposes him, and if he does not get a response on time. He will kill them. Simply, everything annoys him.
I roll my eyes when I see Wendy Schulz, Sabrina's sister, enter the mansion where I have lived for years. She knows that her brother keeps me by force in these four walls but she is not able to do anything to help me.
"Happy Birthday!" She says as she hugs me.
"Thank you." I force a smile.
"Sabrina, I've prepared our whole day together." She screams excitedly.
"Great…" I smile. Wendy takes my hand and drags me towards the entrance of the mansion. I freeze scared. Sabrina is not permitted me to go out. Panic takes over my chest as I start to shake.
I look everywhere, but he is nowhere in sight.
"Sister-in-law, my brother has given me permission." I stare at Wendy’s hazel eyes which are identical to her brother’s, unlike Wendy who has dark brown hair but Alder has light hair.
I reach for my phone to call him, but Wendy snatches it out of my hands, dragging me out of the mansion and forcing me into the family's van. Meanwhile, five more cars are following behind us.
A Schulz women never go out without protection.
Chapter 2A group of bodyguards follow us at all times. People look at us from top to bottom and it is no wonder we have more security than the president of Germany.Wendy jumps in excitement as she enters the evening dress store. I'm not in the mood for any of this. Sabrina is a control freak. I have a room full of ball gowns, shoes of all kinds, handbags of all sizes and colours. And not to mention the jewelry."Wendy, I don't need anything." I mutter wearily as I watch her bring a couple of dresses for me. We spend the entire afternoon looking for unnecessary things.My sister-in-law takes me by my hand as we prepare to enter the property. Six tortuous years caged me in this place, six years under the mandate and orders of Sabrina Schulz. People call me lucky to have the love of the most powerful mobster on the continent. However, I would not call it love. Dad reproaches me because according to him I haven't given Sabrina a chance. He's a good man who loves and adores me, but no. I
Chapter 3I cling to the leather seat of the German's private plane. We have traveled to Berlin for the safety of the family and apparently a war has broken out with the Italian mafia.“Meine Schönheit, my sister has died because of Giorgio Jean Luca, we have come to this city to protect you. You will always be the most dearest thing to me.” Sabrina says while taking a sip of cognac. He looks tired and I can see the pain reflected in his eyes. Wendy, only twenty-four years old, was the only living blood relative of the German. When her parents died at the hands of the Irish mob, the mobster took over the charge of her little sister and the family business.“We will be fine.” I speak holding his hand.We are greeted by a group of men at the airport before walking through the German police. These men do not know what a couple of bills can do in this corrupt society.After we moved into our brand-new house, I threw my bag on the king size bed immediately, take off my clothes, and is taki
Chapter 04Sabrina SchulzSay something stupid, say it now before Sabrina realizes you're nervous about a man you don't know and it's obviously not him.“Erick Spencer, Mrs. Schulz.” His blue eyes look at me mockingly. The German is behind him looking at what I would do. I look at Erick's hand and walk past the mobster. Sabrina gives a satisfied half-smile. I hear the bodyguard click his tongue.“My wife is something… special. She doesn't like new people. However, as you know my wife is the most dearest thing to me, much more than my empire.” He sits in the swivel chair at his desk. “That's why you're here Erick, to protect Mrs Schulz. I have hired you because Dimitri, my best friend and lifelong colleague, has given me very positive references from you.” My husband makes me sit on his lap. Erick stares at me and then at his new boss. Sabrina points to the lighter for me to pass it to him, and I do so without delay. He quickly light his cigar."Five years in special services and three
Chapter 5I smooth the fabric of the skirt I'm wearing, the heels today are heavier than usual. I go through the kitchen and eat a little watermelon before getting ready to take a dip in the mansion's pool. Angie brings me some morning cappuccino, the one I love to drink every day. The employees ask me about things in the house and I tell them that they make the decisions, since today I want it to be a day for myself.“The gentleman has gone to close a deal in Bramen.” I try not to smile listening to Gasper, one of his best men."You can go." He turns away, but turns back as if remembering something.“The gentleman left a message—damn,” he says. “He is waiting for her at eight o'clock at night in the restaurant where he took her to dinner for the first time. That she wore the red dress that he liked so much. Dimitri will take her.”I lean back on the beach chair. The bikini I wear Sabrina was bought for me a couple of weeks ago on our trip to Paris. Angie helps me apply sunscreen befo
Chapter 06Sabrina SchulzHis eyes tell me everything.I am confident that I will not be able to save myself from this. My body is being dragged to the punishment room. Angela gets in the way between the door and Sabrina, but a gun to her head drives her back. Erick has his arms crossed and I shake my head when I see his intention to intervene.I close my eyes as I feel the click of the door. From here I can hear Angie's sobs. I tremble as I feel him pass behind me. He walks over to one of the drawers near the window and I gasp as I watch him pull out a riding crop."Kneel down," he exclaims in a tone so icy that it makes hairs on my skin stand on end."Sabrina…" I gasp. The German bit his lower lip before slapping me in the face."Why are you doing this to me, love? I have given you my life for six years, I have built a castle for my queen, and you still don't love me? What do other men have that I don't have?" His lips leave trails of saliva down my cheeks. "But I'm sure of one thin
Chapter 07Sabrina SchulzOut of nowhere it starts to rain.It is as if the world knows the state of mind of the beast, it is as if everything within it can be felt by our surroundings. I walk carefully to get behind him. Erick's words echo over and over in my head. If I can do this, will I be free? I would lose my life if something went wrong, but at least I can try.Water drips all over my dress before Erick sends someone to cover me from the rain. The beast's eyes and nose are red from crying. People look at me since it is not common for me to be away from the German, so I stand next to him so as not to attract attention.I receive a bouquet of red roses for the queen's grave from Angie, the one who deserves only death.“Where were you?” Sabrina asks, holding my hand tightly. I move my feet from side to side as I feel the stinging."I went to get some fresh air… Love, you hurt me." I say trying to reassure him.The priest asks Devora Schulz's only son to give a last word to his mot
Chapter 8Sabrina Schulz.I squeeze my legs as I see how Gian's gaze meets mine.The Italian enters behind him and I feel how my soul theoretically leaves my body. Erick gives me a fleeting smile, whereas the German holds his back straight with arrogance and haughtiness.The blood will flow only if the Italian dies in front of everyone.Gian Lucas says something to his henchman. He just nods. I turn to the side to take Adele by the hand and protect her in case someone gets shot. Sabrina walks up to the Italian, perhaps to provoke him.“I thought you were dead already, Gian. Bad grass never dies, does it?" the German says mockingly."If you die, I'll keep your wife's delicacy, yes?" He answers with the same tone as Sabrina. I can see from here how his body shakes. My heart starts pounding. Erick positions himself in front of me. In one of his ears, he wears a microphone with which he communicates with the rest of the men. As the twins cling to the Italian's arm, Sabrina stands alone, e
Chapter 09Sabrina SchulzThe soul is in a thread.Erick covers my mouth so that I don't make a sound, he gently unites his eyebrows and puts himself on alert. As he releases his hand from my lips, he walks to the door and realizes who he is.Cautiously placing one of his eyes over the hole in the door, he rests each of his hands on the wood of the door. He backs away quickly. "It's Sabrina..." he says with a small mouth and I can swear my heart has stopped beating.I move my eyes to see what we are about to do. However, I am too upset, and if the German beast discovers we are locked in, he knocks again and I panic. I hear the wheels of a cart pulled by a waitress who is passing by and my hands start to shake."Who is in this room?" I hear Sabrina say with a strong German accent.The woman is silent for a few seconds, perhaps because of how intimidating the German is. "That room is unoccupied, do you want to see it?"No…no no…I walk to the bathroom door and try to turn the knob. Eric