Chapter 12Sabrina SchulzDon't give me hope.People often assume that he likes being in this position, so please don't try to encourage me with a voice that I know will never happen. I have heard the testimony of hundreds of women who often say that they envy me. I look at my reflection in the window pane in the beast's office.If I had the opportunity to choose my life, I would have liked very much to live in Hawaii, in a small coastal house full of palm trees and with the sea just a few steps away.I usually reproach myself. If only I had said no and run away, mom would be alive or maybe not. My life is so miserable. Erick looks at me since I haven't said anything at all and I think I won't. Surely he's just confused by how much power Sabrina has, or maybe that's what men have when they can't have something they long for.I'm not part of that game.I have had enough of Sabrina and his sociopathic airs. Who can love like this? Who can love someone like the German beast? My mother al
Chapter 13Sabrina-SchulzHours before the kidnapping.I shift on my bed uncomfortably, sighing as I reheat the cigar I'm smoking. I had to practically run out of the house because of the damn Colombians. I look at the photo of my wife which I have left on the nightstand next to my bed so as not to miss her.Sabrina, it has been the most memorable thing that has ever happened to me. I love her with all my strength and although people think I am a fucking sadist for treating her the way I do, I am not indifferent. She will always be mine. I want to consume her so that only she can have eyes for me. She could not and would not want to live without the love of my life.I don't know how I will be able to live three days without my sweet girl. I have done so many things to keep her by my side. However, I know that she will never forgive me if she finds out that her family went bankrupt because of me. I had to do something to make her mine by hook or by crook. She has been mine since the da
Chapter 14Sabrina Schulz.I can't believe what I'm seeing with my own eyes.Without a doubt, this is a horrifying nightmare. Erick squats in front of me and I have to look away to control my emotions. By this time Sabrina must know everything and if he does, we are in danger.His blue eyes look at me. He doesn't know what he's lying to us about and knowing the way I know the beast, we're in big trouble. Angie's father and my uncle may be killed in retaliation for my stupid kidnapping. Now you are free… my subconscious screams, but why does this strange freedom not give me peace?"What's going on?" The blonde asks in a melodious voice. I don't want to talk to him or tell him anything. I just want Sabrina not to end our lives. "Are you that interested? Why risk yourself in this way for a woman you barely know?"His huge, hot hands untied the ropes on my hands and feet. His eyes focus on the reddish skin that has been left that way by the mistreatment of the material. He asks me to perm
Chapter 15Sabrina SchulzI climb the stairs of the plane owned by Elisa Ruff without looking back. Last night I could hardly sleep at all thinking about all the words that came out of Erick's mouth. Adele comes hand in hand with Angie and they stop when they catch sight of me. My feet move restlessly, and living in a new country with a language that I only know from my mother, is overwhelming.Adele sits next to me and I rest my head on her shoulder. Erick keeps some of Elisa's things. The brunette doesn't let go of him for a single second. One of the three stewardesses in charge of the flight, serve us a little red fruit juice that I drink all at once. Spencer's ex-fiancée's looks are getting more and more awkward.I cross my arms trying to block my energies. If it continues like this, I don't think I can contain myself much. "Am I or am I, Elisa?" She blurts furiously. She has me fed up with her damn attitude. I have not taken anything from anyone. I see her raise the corner of her
Chapter 1Sabrina SchulzI try to focus my gaze on something other than Sabrina on top of me. His thrusts are so brutal and painful that I have to fight not to throw up on him.He squeezes my legs tightly because of the excitement but it hurts me badly. His thrusts are rough and violent as he bites my earlobe, making me feel like crying. I'm desperate to get away from him, but it's impossible. It was so damn impossible.I have been under the clutches of this German beast for six long years.In an instant, he grabs my mouth and kisses me fiercely. I have to pretend that I like him, I like his kisses, I like his touch and I love him. If I don't make this man happy, he will torture me and teach me how to give pleasure to a man."Sabrina!" He growls my name as he intensifies his thrusts. I moan excitedly to encourage him to come as soon as possible."Fuck!" He bites my shoulder as he comes inside me harder, wrapping his arms around my body and pressing a kiss on my forehead.Our bodies we
Chapter 2A group of bodyguards follow us at all times. People look at us from top to bottom and it is no wonder we have more security than the president of Germany.Wendy jumps in excitement as she enters the evening dress store. I'm not in the mood for any of this. Sabrina is a control freak. I have a room full of ball gowns, shoes of all kinds, handbags of all sizes and colours. And not to mention the jewelry."Wendy, I don't need anything." I mutter wearily as I watch her bring a couple of dresses for me. We spend the entire afternoon looking for unnecessary things.My sister-in-law takes me by my hand as we prepare to enter the property. Six tortuous years caged me in this place, six years under the mandate and orders of Sabrina Schulz. People call me lucky to have the love of the most powerful mobster on the continent. However, I would not call it love. Dad reproaches me because according to him I haven't given Sabrina a chance. He's a good man who loves and adores me, but no. I
Chapter 3I cling to the leather seat of the German's private plane. We have traveled to Berlin for the safety of the family and apparently a war has broken out with the Italian mafia.“Meine Schönheit, my sister has died because of Giorgio Jean Luca, we have come to this city to protect you. You will always be the most dearest thing to me.” Sabrina says while taking a sip of cognac. He looks tired and I can see the pain reflected in his eyes. Wendy, only twenty-four years old, was the only living blood relative of the German. When her parents died at the hands of the Irish mob, the mobster took over the charge of her little sister and the family business.“We will be fine.” I speak holding his hand.We are greeted by a group of men at the airport before walking through the German police. These men do not know what a couple of bills can do in this corrupt society.After we moved into our brand-new house, I threw my bag on the king size bed immediately, take off my clothes, and is taki
Chapter 04Sabrina SchulzSay something stupid, say it now before Sabrina realizes you're nervous about a man you don't know and it's obviously not him.“Erick Spencer, Mrs. Schulz.” His blue eyes look at me mockingly. The German is behind him looking at what I would do. I look at Erick's hand and walk past the mobster. Sabrina gives a satisfied half-smile. I hear the bodyguard click his tongue.“My wife is something… special. She doesn't like new people. However, as you know my wife is the most dearest thing to me, much more than my empire.” He sits in the swivel chair at his desk. “That's why you're here Erick, to protect Mrs Schulz. I have hired you because Dimitri, my best friend and lifelong colleague, has given me very positive references from you.” My husband makes me sit on his lap. Erick stares at me and then at his new boss. Sabrina points to the lighter for me to pass it to him, and I do so without delay. He quickly light his cigar."Five years in special services and three