The main living room of the house was spacious and well—lit. Around it, twelve huge windows offered an exquisite landscape. Quiet, relaxing. The doors at the back opened onto the terrace, and the terrace onto the sea. But getting to know that little universe didn't seem to be in her guest's immediate interests, so Ian settled her in one of the armchairs and went back to the van for her things.
Shadow waited for him outside expectantly, stroked his head and the wolf gave him an affectionate lick. He had done so well with Lia, really well.
When he finally reached the car, Katherine was crying inconsolably, her forehead pressed against the steering wheel.
—Katherine! —he scolded her—. You promised you wouldn't question my methods.
—Oh, I'm not, I swear, I'm not! —she sobbed.
—Then why are you crying? You know I would never let Shadow or the others hurt her.
Yes, Kathy knew. The wolves' training had been perfect and they were very clear about the differences between an order to scare and an order to attack.
—I know, it's not that, it's that... you made her get up!
Ian was startled. Was the situation so critical that just the fact that Lia was walking on her own was such a significant breakthrough?
"My God, what am I getting myself into!"
Restless and thoughtful he opened the back door and pulled out the suitcase. He realized they had forgotten to carry the rocking chair, but that wouldn't be much of a problem, at least no bigger than the one he was up to.
—All right, Kathy, here's what you're going to do —channeling his dominant nature, tidying up, it made him see things in perspective—: you're going to go home, go to work or do whatever you do at this hour, and then I want you to send me an email with all the information you have on Lia, everything you can remember, including a copy of her medical records.
He needed the file to send to Carlo.
—OK —she agreed.
—-Now go, Arturo will pick up the van later at the same coffee shop where we met earlier.
He watched her go down the cobblestone path and turned to greet his wolves properly. They had been great, as usual, and he thought about how much help he would need from them to get Leah back on her feet.
He had to confess he was surprised she had stayed with him. For a second, after the brief jump at the thought of Kinan biting her, Ian thought she would run away to her sister or to him, it was the logical thing to do. But instead, she had stood very still.
—Damn, I wish I was a psychiatrist! —he muttered.
But he was only a photographer. He saw much more in things than they were, he captured essences, he worked miracles with a one hundred and thirty—five millimeter lens, but he knew there was much more to that woman than he could appreciate.
When he returned to the house, she was still where he had left her, with her head slightly leaning against the back of the leather armchair, looking out the window towards the warm, dense jungle that stretched around her. She rested her face on her right hand, and with the back of her ring finger she stroked her lips.
She was tired... tired of so many shadows, of so many endless murmurs in her ears. There was someone out there, someone with a strong hand and a dangerously... seductive voice. But she couldn't see him, too many shadows... too many....
—Give it to her twice a day —came the voice on the other end of the phone as Ian made a note with application—. It's not a strong antidepressant, because so far, we just want to stabilize her right?
—Right.
—Let her take one in the morning and one at night, but I repeat, the most important thing is to be active —Carlo was not exactly a psychiatrist, but he was the best doctor he had ever met and he trusted him blindly—. She needs exercise, occupation, movement. OK?
—I agree. Thank you, Carlo.
—Ian? —At thirty—three years old and with a disastrous marriage, his brother felt obliged to advise him— Do you know what you're doing?
—No, not really; but that's not going to stop me.
—Good —Carlo agreed—. Keep me informed of her evolution so I can help you... And for God's sake, Ian, call mom! Flavia is giving her enough headaches, and she'll be glad to know that at least we're behaving ourselves.
When he hung up the phone, he experienced a strange sense of reassurance, knowing he had his brother's help even if he was halfway around the world. Then he caught Lia watching him. Her blonde hair fell over her shoulders and chest with untidy beauty, and the violet shadows under her eyes made her look even whiter.
Beautiful and weak, she provoked to hug her, to kiss her, to make her....
—I wonder if I'll be enough —he sighed.
*****
Outside, the sound of the van's engine could be heard; Arturo had gone to get it. The robust sixty-five-year-old man was his right-hand man and the only person who entered the grounds with any regularity. His wife Lupe did the cooking and cleaning twice a week, and he held them both in high esteem, especially for their extreme discretion.
Ian saved the mail in his personal file and put the iPad aside.
So that was Lia: twenty—one—year—old journalism graduate, managing editor of a respectable newspaper, author of two books of bedtime lullabies. Smart, bold, determined... until her baby had been born with a double circular after thirty—two hours of labor. The doctors had tried to resuscitate her, but it had been impossible, and for ten minutes Lia had watched her daughter die.
That was all, then only silence. Katherine couldn't help crying every time she saw her, and Johan hardly dared to touch her.
Ian squatted down in front of her, so that he was a little below her head. He stroked one of her hands and the girl intertwined her fingers with his and squeezed it tightly, as a reflex action.
"Maybe that's what you've learned today."
—Lia, look at me.
She didn't move an inch. Ian held her chin and forced her to slowly turn her head toward him.
—Lia, listen to me —he ordered. For a second she stared at him and a subtle shudder ran across her lips—. My name is Ian. This is my house and you're going to stay with me until you feel better, OK?
Mutis on her part. Would she ever answer him?
Ian tried to remember a lullaby and started singing, that was the only thing she seemed to like. She smiled at him for the second time that day, but in that tiny curvature of her lips there was not a hint of joy, there was nothing.
The Italian stood up and walked away from her, held out his hand and his command was firm.
—Let's go!
She waited one, two, three... four seconds. The she placed her bare little feet on the cold tile floor, wrapped her hand around his like a little girl and followed him up the stairs.
—This is your room —He told her as he drew the curtains so she could see the sea—. Do you like it? I know you will like it.
Lia did not answer, she seemed ecstatic at the sight of the ocean, yet she did not make the slightest effort to approach the large terrace outside the room.
It wasn't long before nightfall and the sunset was simply magnificent. Ian rummaged around and found the case he had left there while he arranged his things. He pulled out one of the cameras he used for landscaping and snapped a couple of pictures of the old wooden balcony railing, which gave off an areola of nostalgic beauty at that time of the evening.
He turned around and saw that Lia was watching him. He didn't usually do that in front of anyone, but with her he could make an exception: after all, she was like another wall in the house.
—Come —he called her from the terrace, extending his hand, and it was like a puppy that has learned a new command.
It took two, three seconds for Lia to start moving. She did it slowly, shuffling her feet, but finally reached his side. He carried her until he could brush his fingers against the top edge of the railing and stood behind her. So close... he felt her back against him, the exquisite curve of her ass brushing his thighs... and he gave himself another mental slap.
"Breathe, Ian, breathe."
He put the camera in front of the girl's eyes, wrapped his arms around her, searched for the right framing and fired a burst of flashes just as the high tide was breaking against the rocks. She didn't move, but the Italian found another interesting motif and forced her to turn in the same direction he did.
He broke away slowly, walked back a few feet and realized she was a small, breathing statue. The nightgown came to her ankles, though in truth it didn't cover much; it was light satin and open on both sides to above her knees.
The wind ruffled her hair, blowing her already tangled hair to the right, exposing her long neckline, back and bare shoulders. All around her the sky grew redder and her skin whiter.
Ian had to breathe again because he felt an intense desire for this girl. He had never imagined that he could feel that way about a woman. He focused the lens and snapped a single photograph: Lia with her back turned, leaning against the wooden railing, looking out at a slowly dying afternoon... just like her.
He mentally reviewed Katherine's mail.
"You have to do everything for her, even feed her".
He let out a sigh and made his way to the bathroom. Bathing her was another thing he was supposed to help her with.
Outside, Lia was singing a sea song.
—Lia, can you bathe by yourself?Her silence was a clear answer, but he still did not dare to touch her. She had the emotional helplessness of a little girl, but her body was that of a woman, a very sensual woman. Leaning over the edge of the tub, she was making circles in the water with her fingertips, and in front of her stood Ian, not knowing what to do, wondering what it was about this woman that he couldn't just strip her naked and put her in the bath.He reached a hand up to her left shoulder and gently slid the strap of her nightgown down. Lia didn't flinch. He repeated the operation with the other shoulder and the top of the garment slipped a little over her breasts. With a concentrated effort Ian mentally roused himself and took it on as a chore. It was obvious that she was having difficulty noticing his presence, so he set to work.He grabbed the nightgown from both sides at her hips and pulled it down. The satin rolled over her skin like an invi
It was Friday. It had only been five days since Lia had arrived and the Italian could almost say that she hadn't altered his routine much... except that he always had to keep an eye on her, feed her, bathe her, take her for walks, take care of her things... He was a bloody housewife!Time, however, was flying by. She was still distant, but she already had some achievements in her favor. She was already bathing herself: at least her arms. She was already opening her mouth: for him to feed her. It wasn't much, but five days wasn't much either, and at least she was already obeying a little.Holding his hand, as she always did, she followed him to the beach and stared at the sea while he took pictures. Where he left her, there she stayed, immobile and distant as a rock.Ian wasn't sure to what extent she shared his reality, or if she was at least aware that she wasn't in her own home. Now the only completely new factor in that equation was the wolves, and the girl s
—Lia!Ian woke up with a start. Suddenly Johan's words hammered in his head: "I haven't slept for three months, I don't rest, I have to keep an eye on her at all hours because I'm afraid she's going to do something stupid..."But he had not left her alone. Shadow was by her side, and Fao, and Rama. They slept in the room with her, and if she had moved half a millimeter their howls would have alerted him. Lia was fine, and he was just a little elated about the last conversation he'd had with Carlo, news about his family always made him a little anxious.Fabio, his twin, was dealing with the media scandal his latest mistress had caused.Angelo was due to start the second season of the World Rally Championship in a few weeks.Carlo's marriage was going downhill.Marco had wiped out three companies that were competing with the Di Sávallo Empire.And Alessandro had moved in for some time with his mother, to help her control th
Ian tried to get away from Lia, but she felt the barrier of air crossing between the two bodies and refused, she didn't want him to leave, she didn't want to lose that feeling of having him close, of being caressed. She didn't want to let go of that smell, those hands, those tormented blue eyes that looked at her with the most irrepressible desire.Beyond the fog was that feeling of deep arousal that seized her, and she didn't want to let go of it.She stuck her thumbs in the belt loops of his jeans, thwarted his cowardly attempt to escape, and drew him back to her.—What the hell...? —he muttered, amazed.It was the first decision she made, and she made it at the wrong time."Lia, that's enough, let go of me." He could have told her, but the truth slapped him in the face: he was afraid she would obey him. What a good dominant! Katherine would laugh in his face if she had known... Katherine, was another main reason not to go ah
Ian grabbed her around the waist with one arm and lifted her until she straddled him. Sitting on the bed, not leaving her body, kissing her throat, her breasts, her ear.... Every movement was a wave of desire breaking, slamming into them, pulling at them with a force neither of them had ever known before.—Lia, look at me —he begged her, because despite having her, trembling and surrendered as no other lover had ever surrendered to him, Ian was terrified, terrified that she didn't know him, that she was thinking of someone else—. I want you to see me, I want you to know it's me....She tilted her head and looked at him as she moved her hips in a delicious rhythm. Ian lost himself in those damned black eyes and knew she was there, that she was with him, guiding him, desiring him, giving herself with a sincerity he would not have thought any woman capable of.He gripped her hips and increased the pressure, all at once, thrusting with exquisite fo
CHAPTER 11—Mmm... I like it! —Ian looked without a drop of modesty at Lia's slender and delicate body —. Do you like it?He pulled the top straps over her head and stretched the provocative triangles over her breasts. The way they were indented in the fabric was more than tempting, and as if that wasn't enough, she nodded smilingly, sending a shiver of satisfaction down his spine."I could be making love to this woman around the clock!" He thought.—Turn around, I must tie this for you. —But instead of turning around Lia pressed herself closer to him, her breath hot on his naked torso, her mouth ajar on his skin.Ian crossed his arms behind her back, following the line of the straps, and tied with a simple bow the bikini top he'd bought her. He had been out in the morning for an hour, long before Lia woke up, and for once he hadn't been afraid to leave her alone. He made two more b
He wanted to forget it, to put it out of his head, to focus all his attention on the great progress that meant Lia was playing with the wolves... but he couldn't. Rage tingled with every inhalation, and if he didn't send memories to Katherine's progenitors it was only because he didn't know their names.Leah stopped playing after a few minutes and advanced toward him. She knelt to his right, resting on her heels, and looked out at the sea: at the waves crawling up to her knees, and those breaking further out against the rocks.She was his own ocean, he was able to appreciate her in all her beauty, but he would not be able to discover her depths in all their magnitude, at least not as long as she continued to be silent.He dropped down on one elbow and took a picture of her. How could he not be angry if Katherine had no idea of the way that girl captivated him? He stroked her back with upward moves, from her buttocks to the nape of her neck, and Lia
Ian waited for Katherine's car in the yard and waited for the woman to get out. They were both uncomfortable about the impending confrontation, so they barely said hello to each other.Inside the house, Sammy's labor kept Lía busy, completely absorbed in her every moan of pain.Kathy bade him good morning with acrimony, and he returned the greeting in kind, but it was obvious that politeness would go no further than that.—Where's Lia? —she asked, scanning with her eyes the unusual quiet of the house, which was usually interrupted by the howling of wolves when there was a visitor.—She's inside, in the living room, with Sammy. My she-wolf is about to have her puppies.The woman let out a gesture of discomfort that did not go unnoticed by the Italian. The whole situation was awkward, but he was sure she wouldn't keep silent for long. She was not the kind of person who delayed her conflicts.—Listen, Ian... I'm s