Dear reader:
This book is the translation of one of my books in Spanish. I am a Spanish-speaking author, but I am doing my best to translate this beautiful novel into English. If you find an error, please comment to correct it, but please do it with kindness and consideration.
I hope you enjoy it.
Thank you!
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CHAPTER 1
He looked up and was lost far, far away, where the sea fiercely devoured the rock.
—I beg you, Ian, do it for me!
He tried to escape from her voice, from her whole figure sitting in front of him in a second—rate café in the port of the island, but her insistence finally brought him back to reality. It was always difficult to escape from Katherine! The Italian gave her a two—second glance: thirty years old, brunette, with tousled hair and a body any model would have killed for.
—Enough, Katherine, you didn't beg me like that even when we were having sex!
—I'll beg you if that's what you want. —She tried to seduce him, and suddenly it became all too obvious that this was the only bond between them—. Ian, we were together three years ago, and we've been friends ever since. Help me, I beg you!
True, lovers, and now Kathy ran the art gallery, owned by the Di Sávallo Empire, where he exhibited. She had been a good lover, cheerful, uninhibited, and above all married, with two children. She was adult enough to understand what so many women had trouble with: that no one stayed at her house, that he didn't want serious relationships and above all, that he didn't take responsibility for himself when he had a beautiful woman in front of him.
—I am thirty—one years old —he replied—, a lot of work and a perfectly balanced life. The last thing I need is to get complicated with Leah.
—But she needs it!
“Damn!", he roared inwardly.
He wasn't a selfish man, God knew he wasn't, but giving in to Katherine's request would be the most absurd thing he'd done in thirty years.
The island sang with euphoria in the early afternoon, and dozens of curious tourists wandered the small harbor. Ian had visited almost a decade ago, and since then he used to spend long periods of time in the residence he had acquired at one of the farthest ends of the island.
Camera over his shoulder, he had fallen in love with the jungle and the sea. He loved the serenity, the tongues of warm salt water in front of his house, the semi—wild lifestyle he led and above all his freedom. Twenty—six degrees and a peace that was only broken by the squawk of a blue heron or the howling of his wolves.
He put two fingers to his temples. Katherine must have been desperate to ask him to use the force of his character to control Leah. They both knew for a fact that he was an extremely domineering man, and if she had met the rest of his family, she would have been even more convinced: where a Di Sávallo commanded, everyone ran to obey.
But for the time being he was just Ian Blake, a stranger whom the press didn't bother, and he had no intention of altering his way of life either for Katherine or for better lovers.
—I'd like to be the solution, my dear, but I'm not —he said, crossing his arms—. I know that the loss of a child is a fatal blow to any family, and that someone must support Leah to get her back on her feet, but don't you think that the way you want to do it might be a little... harmful to her? Leah is sad, she is weak, she needs love and patience, not discipline.
He did his best to make his voice affable and conciliatory. He was far from imagining such suffering, and insensitivity was not one of his many faults.
—I have thought about it, of course I have thought about it! —Katherine choked on every word—. If I turn to you it is because I have seen no other way out. Leah has taken a path that can only lead to self—destruction, and I'm afraid. My God, I'm so afraid! She needs to get out of that house, she needs a strong hand to guide her, to force her to live.
—And why me?
—Because I don't know anyone as authoritarian as you! —Ian smiled internally; she would never think the same if she ran into Marco, or Fabio—. The last thing she needs is someone who treats her with pity and I know you won't!
For a few seconds he debated between what he didn't want to do and what he shouldn't do, which was the same thing, and made his decision: the most selfish perhaps, but the wisest.
—I will not do it. —On this occasion he was categorical. He got up from the table and left a bill beside the half—finished cup of hot tea—. You know I have a very special regard for you, but I'm afraid I can't help you.
—Ian, please! At least for a few days...
—Enough! —and that determination reminded him of who he was, even if no one on that little island had any idea of his true identity—. Enough, Katherine! Not for days, not for hours! I'm not taking your sister to live with me!
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Katherine wanted to make a gesture to stop him but restrained herself. If she knew the Italian at all, she was sure he wouldn't change his mind, not for her or anyone else. Ian Blake was a man of few words, so few that she hardly knew anything about him: he was a superb artist of photography, born in Florence, with many brothers whom he visited regularly, and highly prone to pack his bags and get lost with his wolves when no one was expecting.
That was all, and Katherine didn't mind knowing so little about his life. It was enough for her to know his character, and she was convinced that he was the only one who could bring Lia out of that painful lethargy.
He was six feet tall and weighed sixty pounds, with an irreverent spirit that never faltered in the face of anything. Ian was tough in every sense of the word, maybe for that reason and only for that reason, spending a few days with a man used to being obeyed would do her sister good. But her conviction was not enough, and she knew she had only succeeded in annoying him.
He turned to leave. The fact that Katherine had been his mistress made him treat her with some consideration, but she had gone too far, whether justified or not by her grief. To ask him to take care of Lia for a few weeks was stupid!
—Kika?
In the midst of their outburst, they hadn't noticed someone approaching them, and behind them a man's firm voice startled them.
—Ah...! Hello Johan. —Katherine greeted the newcomer with a rough wave of her hand, instantly regaining her self—control.
Ian noticed the latent awkwardness spreading like an icy fog, and couldn't help but be intrigued by the familiar interaction. It was obvious that they were related, only those closest to her called the headmistress of Galagas: Kika; however, he found her tensing her muscles to force a smile, and he understood that the encounter was not particularly pleasant for her.
—Johan, this is Ian Blake, he is one of the gallery's best—selling artists. —She flattered him in the introductions—. And this is Johan Carson, my brother—in—law. —No flattery.
The Italian was of a curious nature, and suddenly reached out his hand to greet Mr. Carson. A strong, sincere handshake, loaded with that innate confidence with which men of command carried themselves. He didn't seem at all the sort of fellow who couldn't deal with his wife's conflicts.
"Go away, Ian, you're on time." He said to himself, and in the same second disobeyed.
—Coffee? —he asked, knowing Katherine would appreciate it if he stayed by her side.
Johan hesitated for a moment but ended up agreeing. He dropped reluctantly into one of the wicker chairs and ruffled his hair restlessly. His face was taciturn and troubled, like that of a man who has suffered from long insomnia.
—I can't stay more than a minute, but thank you. Kika, I need to talk to you later... you know, about Lia.
Katherine's fingers lost all vestige of self—control and twisted hidden in her lap. After her two children, her sister was the most important person in her life, her friend, her comfort zone.
Ian was surprised that Johan would bring up such a delicate matter in front of him, who was after all a complete stranger, and exasperated that it didn't stop him.
—What's going on with Lia? —The anxiety in the woman's tone was finer than the finest of daggers.
Her brother—in—law hesitated for a second and then shrugged his shoulders, as if it were of no importance to acquaint a stranger with the inner workings of his household, and the gesture of scathing indifference transformed him in an instant in the Italian's eyes.
—I don't know what to do with her anymore, Kika, she's getting worse and worse.
—You have to understand her and help her. —Katherine's accent suddenly became authoritative. There were no tears and self—pity—. She just lost her baby, you have to be patient.
—Our baby, Kika —he corrected her, but his gestures reflected a deep apathy—. She was my daughter too.
—But you didn't carry her in your womb for nine months! Lia needs to heal, and you must give her time.
Johan played with the cup of black coffee the waitress had brought him.
—It's been almost three months —he murmured, losing himself in the circles he was drawing in the dark liquid with the spoon—. I'm sorry....
—What? What are you sorry for?
And like his wolves, Ian could smell the fury of the coming gale.
—I can't go through with this.
—Johan! What can't you go on with? What do you mean? —Katherine rebuked him.
The table shook with the shrill whistle of the cell phone and Mr. Carson took the call with a stern face, his brow straight, his teeth clenched. Who would think he wasn't capable of helping his wife?
—I'll be there in five minutes —he declared and turned to Kathy with confirmation of the disaster reflected on his face—. You'd better come with me, Lia is missing.
To Katherine's shocked look, Ian responded with the assurance that was needed.—Get up —he ordered her, he always ordered—, I'll go with you.It didn't take a genius to understand that in the state of anxiety she was in, the woman should not be driving. The Carson family home was about three miles from the port, and all the way the Italian continued to rack his brains.He understood how much Lia meant to Katherine, as much as little Flavia or any of her siblings meant to him, and he was sure that the death of her newborn baby had devastated her, but that was none of his business. He didn't know her, in three years he hadn't met any relatives of the one who had been his mistress, but one thing was certain: Kathy couldn't use the friendship they still shared to ask him to educate her sister."Yes, educate, there's no other way to put it."His temper was capable of controlling the wolf pack he had at home, but Lia was far from being
—What? —Katherine's question did not express surprise, but indignation—. What do you mean? Are you going to send her to a hospital?—Well… I already made the arrangements this morning, I'm going to send her to a clinic...Johan didn't continue speaking, but everyone was quite aware of what he meant.—A... psychiatric clinic? —Kathy clarified, full of astonishment—. That's your answer?Her brother—in—law shrugged, as seemed to be his habit, and the gesture forced Ian to take a deep breath so as not to confront him. Furious, yes, he was furious at the attitude of a man who did not care about the obvious suffering of his wife.—It's the best for her. Lia needs professional help.—What Lia needs is her family! Bring professional help here, to the house!The Italian watched Johan's gestures carefully. It was obvious that he was determined to lock h
Katherine didn't move. For a second she thought she couldn't breathe and then she let out a sigh, relieved.—I won't —she murmured, as if those words from Ian had given her back all her hopes in one breath—. I trust you.—Are you aware of what this decision means? —he asked, convinced that, although this was her last resort, she had not appreciated the consequences of what she was about to do.—I just want her to be happy again —was her answer, as if that were the only possible justification for leaving her sister in the hands of the Italian—. I want her to get over all this.Ian nodded his head, feeling Lia's torrid breath on his throat with every movement.—And have you thought about what this means to me?Kathy clenched her jaws and frowned, but didn't take her eyes off the road as she drove toward the least inhabited part of the island.—I know that I am taking away your
The main living room of the house was spacious and well—lit. Around it, twelve huge windows offered an exquisite landscape. Quiet, relaxing. The doors at the back opened onto the terrace, and the terrace onto the sea. But getting to know that little universe didn't seem to be in her guest's immediate interests, so Ian settled her in one of the armchairs and went back to the van for her things.Shadow waited for him outside expectantly, stroked his head and the wolf gave him an affectionate lick. He had done so well with Lia, really well.When he finally reached the car, Katherine was crying inconsolably, her forehead pressed against the steering wheel.—Katherine! —he scolded her—. You promised you wouldn't question my methods.—Oh, I'm not, I swear, I'm not! —she sobbed.—Then why are you crying? You know I would never let Shadow or the others hurt her.Yes, Kathy knew. The wolves' training had been
—Lia, can you bathe by yourself?Her silence was a clear answer, but he still did not dare to touch her. She had the emotional helplessness of a little girl, but her body was that of a woman, a very sensual woman. Leaning over the edge of the tub, she was making circles in the water with her fingertips, and in front of her stood Ian, not knowing what to do, wondering what it was about this woman that he couldn't just strip her naked and put her in the bath.He reached a hand up to her left shoulder and gently slid the strap of her nightgown down. Lia didn't flinch. He repeated the operation with the other shoulder and the top of the garment slipped a little over her breasts. With a concentrated effort Ian mentally roused himself and took it on as a chore. It was obvious that she was having difficulty noticing his presence, so he set to work.He grabbed the nightgown from both sides at her hips and pulled it down. The satin rolled over her skin like an invi
It was Friday. It had only been five days since Lia had arrived and the Italian could almost say that she hadn't altered his routine much... except that he always had to keep an eye on her, feed her, bathe her, take her for walks, take care of her things... He was a bloody housewife!Time, however, was flying by. She was still distant, but she already had some achievements in her favor. She was already bathing herself: at least her arms. She was already opening her mouth: for him to feed her. It wasn't much, but five days wasn't much either, and at least she was already obeying a little.Holding his hand, as she always did, she followed him to the beach and stared at the sea while he took pictures. Where he left her, there she stayed, immobile and distant as a rock.Ian wasn't sure to what extent she shared his reality, or if she was at least aware that she wasn't in her own home. Now the only completely new factor in that equation was the wolves, and the girl s
—Lia!Ian woke up with a start. Suddenly Johan's words hammered in his head: "I haven't slept for three months, I don't rest, I have to keep an eye on her at all hours because I'm afraid she's going to do something stupid..."But he had not left her alone. Shadow was by her side, and Fao, and Rama. They slept in the room with her, and if she had moved half a millimeter their howls would have alerted him. Lia was fine, and he was just a little elated about the last conversation he'd had with Carlo, news about his family always made him a little anxious.Fabio, his twin, was dealing with the media scandal his latest mistress had caused.Angelo was due to start the second season of the World Rally Championship in a few weeks.Carlo's marriage was going downhill.Marco had wiped out three companies that were competing with the Di Sávallo Empire.And Alessandro had moved in for some time with his mother, to help her control th
Ian tried to get away from Lia, but she felt the barrier of air crossing between the two bodies and refused, she didn't want him to leave, she didn't want to lose that feeling of having him close, of being caressed. She didn't want to let go of that smell, those hands, those tormented blue eyes that looked at her with the most irrepressible desire.Beyond the fog was that feeling of deep arousal that seized her, and she didn't want to let go of it.She stuck her thumbs in the belt loops of his jeans, thwarted his cowardly attempt to escape, and drew him back to her.—What the hell...? —he muttered, amazed.It was the first decision she made, and she made it at the wrong time."Lia, that's enough, let go of me." He could have told her, but the truth slapped him in the face: he was afraid she would obey him. What a good dominant! Katherine would laugh in his face if she had known... Katherine, was another main reason not to go ah