“That's right. ¿Do you take the job?”
I was happy; I couldn't deny it, I could finally work, and I wouldn't have to listen to Lina's same old chatter about it anymore. I arrived home, and the moment I announced that I got the job, I was only congratulated by my nani and the chaparrita.
“Aren't you going to congratulate me?” I asked Lina, “I thought you were going to be happy.”
“I don't see why I should congratulate you for something that is simply your responsibility; now stop making such a fuss about a simple nursing job and let me see the social networks.”
“By the way, Lina,” spoke Carlos, “I need some things for college; give me some money.”
“Lucía,” spoke Lina, “give money to your brother.”
“¡¿What?! Are you fucking kidding me, what are you saying? I just got a job today; I don't have money to give Carlos; besides, that's not my responsibility.”
“I don't have any money either; tomorrow you can ask for an advance and give Carlitos the money he needs for his college.”
I got so upset that I preferred to leave where I was. I started crying as usual, only this time I didn't know if it was out of anger or pain. The next day, I went to work with complete normality. The girl Elder, who was my boss, introduced me to young Jorge, who is her older brother.
“Girl, sorry to bother you right now, but I need a little advance; there are some things I have to cover.”
“Don't worry, I'll go today to get some money from the ATM to give you your paycheck.”
I thanked her very much, and she went to work. Young Jorge was very kind to me, to the point that I could feel as if I was part of the family. I took care of Mrs. Amalia, and her son ended up congratulating me because of my good performance.
The girl, Anayanci, arrived and gave me an advance on my paycheck. After giving her the report of the day, I ended up going home, where I gave enough to Carlos so he could buy the things he needed for college.
The next day I went to work with complete normality; I followed the usual routine, and the hours went by so fast thanks to young Jorge, who started to ask me personal questions but always in the margin of respect.
“What do you tell me about yourself?” the young man drank coffee. “Come on, don't be shy, and tell me.”
“Nothing interesting; I'm the youngest daughter, I'm 22 years old, and I live with my grandmother, my mother, my aunt, and my brother.”
“¿Do you have a boyfriend?”
“No, tell me, who's going to notice me?”
Young Jorge looked at me from head to toe, and his eyes reflected doubt at that moment.
“I don't see what's wrong with you.”
“He's a real gentleman, but it's impossible for someone with this physique to have a relationship.”
“What are you talking about? I'm looking at a woman with beautiful eyes, two feet, two hands and a beautiful smile, plus you work and earn your own money.”
“My teeth are crooked, young and I have to work for a living.”
“Stop being so hard on yourself. Yes, yes, you are right in saying you have to work for a living, but very few women think that way. Many girls look for a courtship or marriage to support them; however, you are just the opposite.”
I finished drinking my coffee and eating the piece of lemon cookie cake I was offered, and I went to Mrs. Amalia's room. Young Jorge came to the room to see his mother; she was asleep at that time, so I could not give her the cake.
After a few hours, she woke up, but she became aggressive when young Jorge denied her another piece of cake. I was forced to sedate her, as she was too violent, and once I put it on her, she fell fast asleep.
Young Jorge told me that he would cure me, but I did not realize that I had a scratch on my face and a drop of blood had spilled.
“Don't worry, I can cure myself.”
I went to the bathroom, and there I treated the scratch that Mrs. Amalia had given me. They wanted to take me out early, but I didn't want to; there was still half an hour to go, plus I had to leave the medicine prepared for the girl, Anayanci.
I started to prepare the medicine for Mrs. Amalia, and then I started to check that everything was in order.
Young Jorge insisted on taking me out early, so I had no choice but to leave. While I was at the bus stop, I looked at Anayanci's car. Go until there is a day when she comes early.
She offered to take me home, so I agreed, and she gave me a ride. When I arrived, I had her come in, and then I introduced her to everyone. I walked her to her car, where she told me that tomorrow she would be with me because they would fumigate the office.
She left, and I went to change clothes. Lina was playing on the computer as usual, and I decided to watch TV. When dinner was ready, we ate while watching some random show and then went to sleep. I got up early to go to work and start getting ready.
I got home and went straight to Mrs. Amalia's room, where the girl Anayanci was. Mrs. Amalia was still asleep due to the injection I gave her yesterday, so I took the opportunity to bathe her and brush her teeth.
I did my things, and then I sat down, but the girl Anayanci accompanied me while we talked. We talked about it yesterday, and I explained everything to her. She asked me about my wound with a lot of concern, so I calmed her down.
The day went by very fast, young Jorge took his girlfriend, a very beautiful and kind woman; she didn't make me less because of who I am and the physique I have.
Darkness, that was the only thing I could see, my head hurt to a very big point, and I could feel that an area of this part was wet. A male voice called me distressed. When I opened my eyes, I looked at young Jorge, who was holding my hands. He looked sincerely worried.
“What happened to me?” I touched my head and said, “Ouch, what happened, young man?”
“My mother hit you, luckily I was passing by and I saw everything.”
“Mrs. Amalia!”
I pushed myself to get up; however, a pain in the back of my head made me put my hand on the affected area, and I could feel a gauze.
“Shhh, don't get up; come on lie down on the bed.”
I lay down on the bed, and when I looked around, I realized that I was in young Jorge's room.
“¡I can't be here!”
I got up, but a dizziness came over me. Two hands held me tightly, and when I saw them, it was young Jorge.
“You really are a stubborn woman.”
He sat me on his bed. The girl Anayanci came into the room; she touched my hand, and I could see she had tears at the edge of her eyes.
“We need to talk”
Whenever someone started with that sentence, it was definitely not a good thing. I sighed and looked at her to wait for her to speak.
“Unfortunately, we will have to do without your services; we are going to admit Mom to a psychiatric hospital on the psychiatrist's recommendation.”
“But child, it was just an accident and nothing more.”
“You have 7 stitches in your head from the blow mom gave you, and you say it was nothing more. I understand that you need the job, but I can't put your life or ours at risk.”
I sighed heavily and agreed. They settled me; the psychiatrist had already made the corresponding calls to the psychiatric ward, and they were outside.
“Are they going to take her away?” asked young Jorge. “I thought it would be in a few days.”
“Yes,” answered the psychiatrist. “Amalia can no longer stay here, since it is too risky for you.”
“Give me some time,” said the girl, Anayanci “I'll go and pack her things…”
“Only the cleaning supplies will be necessary; in the psychiatric ward, you will be put in uniform.”“Very well.”The girl Anayanci was trying to stay strong, as was young Jorge, but when they took her away, she was conscious.“Are you taking me for a walk?” She asked excitedly, “¿Where are we going?”When I heard her, I could not hold back my tears. I approached her and gave her a kiss on her white head.“I love you very much, Mrs. Amalia.”“I love you too, my child, and forgive me for what I did to you.”She hugged me, but suddenly she changed and was choking me; the boys held her tightly, and that's when young Jorge broke down.“Young man...”He hugged me tightly as his tears streamed down my neck. I reciprocated the hug, and I couldn't help but cry.“Shhh, it's going to be all right, young man.”“I don't want you to leave.”“It's the best thing for you, believe me.”Once they took her away, I saw how the girl Anayanci became worse than young Jorge, but she managed to recover.“We
I ended up being hired temporarily to take care of two girls, and I tried my best. My boss was happy with my performance, but since not everything lasts forever, I was fired because the lady's husband lost his job.“¿Were you fired again?” I've had enough of you; can't you keep a job for a year?”“Understand that it wasn't my fault. I'll call the places where I left my résumé to see if they still need staff.”“For your sake, I hope so, because I can't support you anymore.”“Don't worry, I won't give you any more trouble,” I replied, annoyed. You're supposed to be my mom, but you seem worse than an enemy.The relationship between us got worse. Lina insisted on annoying me, and since she started using social networks, she was barely present at home except when she went to work.I called everywhere I applied, but they told me they had already hired someone. To add to my misfortune, the situation at home was becoming increasingly untenable. Carlos only saw me as a checkbook and believed i
“No way,” I snatched her wallet, “that money was given to me by a very kind man; I hid it because I need some personal hygiene things, and I am not going to give it to you for your men.”I ended up taking the money out, so I kept it in my bag. Lina tried to take it out, but the moment she couldn't do it, she started to hit me repeatedly. She threw me to the floor and kicked me until she was tired.“You are the worst thing that ever happened to me,” she said. “Damn, the time I gave birth to you.”A pool of blood formed where I was. Carlos came to where I was, and the moment he looked at me, it was as if he hadn't seen anything, so he just went to his room. “¡Lucia!” shouted the chaparrita “but what happened to you, my child.”She together with my nani helped me to get up and took me to bed, Lina the moment she looked at me it was as if she had seen a garbage bag that was just waiting for the toilet train to be thrown away.“I don't want to sleep here anymore,” I said. “This place is
When Lina came to me and looked at me with a tear rolling down my cheek, her eyes rolled back in frustration."What happened? Go inside, if you don't want to be next to my nani I will go.""My mom is going to be transferred to intensive care, they are already going to do it. I really didn't want to stay here, but I have no other choice, since you don't have the authority to make decisions, nor are you good at it."I didn't want to say anything to her because it wasn't the time or place to discuss. After a few minutes, they took her out to take her to that place, she was with her eyes closed and I was moving my eyelashes so as not to cry.The rules forbid us to be there, so we stayed in the hallway with other people who had their relatives in the same place as my nani. I went to buy some things they asked us to buy and once I had them I gave them to the nurse. I had to go home because I had not bathed because of all the movement that had happened so early. When I arrived I told the lit
“I said no! Have you gone crazy? I'm not going to abandon my nani just because I look a little tired."“You have to convince her," she looked at the little girl, "maybe she will listen to you."“Come, Lucia, we have to talk," she took me by the arm and took me aside, "listen, my girl, you need to rest. You look too exhausted, and you can't go on like this because you could get sick. You know well that it's not convenient at this time."“But my nani has to have a relative present. We can't leave her alone with that nurse."In the end, the doctor said that it was necessary that a family member be present even if the nurse was there. Lina decided to stay with the condition that tomorrow I would have to stay all day even though the lady they had hired was going to arrive.“Very well, I will stay without any problem. But for today, you will stay."The chaparrita and Lina came in to see my nani. After the visit was done, I went to the house accompanied by my dear aunt. I was in my corner wh
“Carlos, I need you to come back,” I told him, omitting the truth because he was on the road, already working, and just today he went to his job. If I told him this, another tragedy would probably happen. “Please, it's urgent."“Lina already told me what happened. I'm on my way, so stop bothering me.”I hung up as it was neither the time nor the place to argue with Carlos. After a few minutes, they called me to come in to see my nani. I followed all the protocols they demanded and went to see her. I wanted to cry; maybe the pain would lessen, but honestly, no matter how many tears I had shed, I didn't feel any better.“Nani, don't do this to me. You are not dead; you are just asleep. Come on, open your eyes,” I tried to help her, but there was no answer from her, and I could only see that the brightness she had before was gone. “Lady bandit, come on, wake up. Don't do this to me, please. What am I going to do without you? Are you going to leave me alone in such a big house? I'm going
“Come here,” Lina grabbed me roughly by the arm. “We need to talk.”She took me to her room. I didn't like this place, so I tried to leave, but I was stopped by my hair, and Lina pulled me back.“Are you done doing your show yet? People are coming, and you have to attend to them because I'm not going to do it. I'm going to sit down to receive the condolences I'm going to get for my mom's death.”“Aren't you afraid of biting your tongue and killing yourself with your own poison?” she tried to slap me, but I stopped her. “I'm fed up with all your hypocrisy. We both know very well that my nani's death doesn't hurt you at all, and I could swear that you are even happy about it.”“Your father not only left me because of you but also because of my mom. She refused to give him food because he supposedly didn't work.”“Really, your cynicism surprises me more and more. You don't deserve the mother you had, and I don't mean that in a positive way.”I left the room and went to attend to the peop
She left, but I stayed where I was. After a few minutes, she came back like a beast and took me by the hair to start dragging me all over the place. It hurt me, I did not deny it, but the pain I had in my heart for the absence of my nani was worse.When I arrived at the house, I started to arrange. A few visitors arrived looking for Lina, so I decided to go to her room to look for her. I knocked on the door, and she opened it, so I told her that they were looking for her.“I'm coming, go attend to them like the good maid you are and don't protest.”I stood there while thousands of thoughts ran through my mind. As I looked at Lina, I was surprised at the moment she used fake tears. She put on a good amount and turned around.“If you say anything, rest assured that what I did to you in the cemetery will taste like glory. Now go attend to my guests.”I went to the living room, and the moment I saw how Lina threw herself into the arms of her visitors to cry uncontrollably, I could only sm