I ended up being hired temporarily to take care of two girls, and I tried my best. My boss was happy with my performance, but since not everything lasts forever, I was fired because the lady's husband lost his job.
“¿Were you fired again?” I've had enough of you; can't you keep a job for a year?”
“Understand that it wasn't my fault. I'll call the places where I left my résumé to see if they still need staff.”
“For your sake, I hope so, because I can't support you anymore.”
“Don't worry, I won't give you any more trouble,” I replied, annoyed. You're supposed to be my mom, but you seem worse than an enemy.
The relationship between us got worse. Lina insisted on annoying me, and since she started using social networks, she was barely present at home except when she went to work.
I called everywhere I applied, but they told me they had already hired someone. To add to my misfortune, the situation at home was becoming increasingly untenable. Carlos only saw me as a checkbook and believed it was my responsibility to support his studies.
“Enough! It's true that I haven't found a job, but I don't have the responsibility to support Carlos' vices. He's not my son; he's yours, Mom.”
“¡Don't call me Mom! You know I hate it when you call me that. ¿Is it hard for you to support your brother's studies? They are not vices; they are necessary things for college.”
“Even if it were true and the money he's asking me for was for college,” I said while a tear ran down my cheek. “What responsibility do I have to Carlos? He never supported me in my studies; you did, but always with limitations. Lina, don't ask me for something you didn't sow.”
“If you don't give him that money, it will have to come out of my pocket, and right now I can't do it.”
“Did your darling leave you without a penny?” I smiled mockingly. As much as I would like to give him the money, I can't do it because I don't have a penny. Tell your lover to give you back the money order you gave him this time and assume your responsibilities once and for all.”
Lina tried to slap me, but I stopped her in midair and then threw my hand at her firmly but gently, looking at her without fear.
“Listen carefully to what I say. Despite everything you do to me, I still love you. But if you continue like this, the only thing you will achieve is that this love I feel will go to hell.” I wiped away my tears. “Don't try to keep close those who are far away and, by doing that, end up losing those who are close to you.”
“Don't give me bullshit; go find a way to get the money your brother needs for college, even if it means prostituting yourself.”
I was pushed out by Lina, and I walked away without a fixed direction. The pain in my chest was unbearable and could only be relieved when I started crying. After walking around a lot and even beyond where I lived, I ended up staying in the atrium of the church, sitting with my head between my legs, continuing to cry.
“Miss, Miss,” spoke a hoarse voice, "¿Are you all right?”
I looked up slowly and saw a man wearing a mask. Well? That word simply didn't exist in my life for a long time, or maybe it never did.
“Wait a moment,” the man took out a handkerchief, “allow me.”
He tried to wipe away my tears, but I got scared and ran away from his touch. I couldn't see him clearly because of the dim light in the place and could only make out that he was wearing a white mask.
“Don't be frightened. If you don't feel comfortable, here you go," he held out the handkerchief. “Is there anything I can do for you? Do you want me to take you home? I have my car nearby.”
“I'd appreciate it. In fact, right now, I could be of help. Look, I need money, and the only thing I can give you in return is my body. I know it's not much, but at least you can touch some intimate areas for a little money.”
“Miss, don't say such things. You are very beautiful, at least I can see that,” he caressed my cheek. Here.
He took my hand and gave me money. I didn't want to receive charity from anyone, but I had no choice.
“Go to the church; Father can help you with a little more money,” he said, letting go of my hand. “I have to go because it's already late. I advise you not to expose yourself like that.”
He left. When I checked my hand, I was surprised by the amount of money he had given me. I went to my house and, on the way, I met my nani and the chaparrita. They were extremely worried. I realized that it was ten o'clock at night.
“I was sorry for worrying them so much. I needed some air, but I'm fine now. Let's go home.”
We went home. When we arrived, I decided to hide the money the stranger had given me, since I didn't want to continue sponsoring Carlos' outings. Lina had to assume her responsibilities as the mother of that guy and leave me alone.
The next day, I went to the church to try to find the mysterious man. The priest took care of me, and I told him what had happened the day before.
“We have a man who appeared as if he had fallen from the sky. From what you tell me, it could be him.”
“¿Can you tell me where I can find him? I really want to thank him for what he did for me,” I asked.
“I am very sorry, my child, but this man wishes to remain anonymous. I have to respect his wishes.”
“I understand. At least tell him that I thank him immensely for all he did for me.” I smiled sweetly. He gave me, in minutes, what I had been denied for years.”
“What is it, my child? Is there anything I can do to help you? You know we are here to help every sheep in the flock.”
“Don't worry, the problems I have will not be solved with words or tears. I have to look for a solution that is more human than divine.”
I left the church. Father told me they would always be there if I needed them, to which I responded with a smile. When I got home, I saw Lina keeping a hefty amount of money in her purse. I pretended I hadn't seen her and went to my room to look for the money the man had given me, but found nothing.
“Give me that money right now!” I stormed out of the room. “You are a vile thief. That's not yours.”
Paf, a slap left my cheek red. My eyes flooded with tears from the blow and the rage I felt. I looked at her angrily and pushed my hair away.
“Why are you treating me like this? What did I do to you? It's true that, as a child, I wasn't the example of a daughter, but I don't deserve this.”
“Do you want to know why I'm like this with you? When I got pregnant with you and told your dad, he didn't like it. He ended up abandoning me. I wanted to abort you, but I couldn't. I carried the pregnancy to term. I carried the pregnancy to term.”
“I see.” I swallowed saliva with a jerk. “Right now, you've killed the love I felt for you. You chose my so-called father, not me. It's your fault, not mine.”
“I don't care what you think. I'll take this money because my boyfriend needs it and I don't plan to lose another man just because you can't get a job. It's bad enough with the other two for me to lose this one, too…”
“No way,” I snatched her wallet, “that money was given to me by a very kind man; I hid it because I need some personal hygiene things, and I am not going to give it to you for your men.”I ended up taking the money out, so I kept it in my bag. Lina tried to take it out, but the moment she couldn't do it, she started to hit me repeatedly. She threw me to the floor and kicked me until she was tired.“You are the worst thing that ever happened to me,” she said. “Damn, the time I gave birth to you.”A pool of blood formed where I was. Carlos came to where I was, and the moment he looked at me, it was as if he hadn't seen anything, so he just went to his room. “¡Lucia!” shouted the chaparrita “but what happened to you, my child.”She together with my nani helped me to get up and took me to bed, Lina the moment she looked at me it was as if she had seen a garbage bag that was just waiting for the toilet train to be thrown away.“I don't want to sleep here anymore,” I said. “This place is
When Lina came to me and looked at me with a tear rolling down my cheek, her eyes rolled back in frustration."What happened? Go inside, if you don't want to be next to my nani I will go.""My mom is going to be transferred to intensive care, they are already going to do it. I really didn't want to stay here, but I have no other choice, since you don't have the authority to make decisions, nor are you good at it."I didn't want to say anything to her because it wasn't the time or place to discuss. After a few minutes, they took her out to take her to that place, she was with her eyes closed and I was moving my eyelashes so as not to cry.The rules forbid us to be there, so we stayed in the hallway with other people who had their relatives in the same place as my nani. I went to buy some things they asked us to buy and once I had them I gave them to the nurse. I had to go home because I had not bathed because of all the movement that had happened so early. When I arrived I told the lit
“I said no! Have you gone crazy? I'm not going to abandon my nani just because I look a little tired."“You have to convince her," she looked at the little girl, "maybe she will listen to you."“Come, Lucia, we have to talk," she took me by the arm and took me aside, "listen, my girl, you need to rest. You look too exhausted, and you can't go on like this because you could get sick. You know well that it's not convenient at this time."“But my nani has to have a relative present. We can't leave her alone with that nurse."In the end, the doctor said that it was necessary that a family member be present even if the nurse was there. Lina decided to stay with the condition that tomorrow I would have to stay all day even though the lady they had hired was going to arrive.“Very well, I will stay without any problem. But for today, you will stay."The chaparrita and Lina came in to see my nani. After the visit was done, I went to the house accompanied by my dear aunt. I was in my corner wh
“Carlos, I need you to come back,” I told him, omitting the truth because he was on the road, already working, and just today he went to his job. If I told him this, another tragedy would probably happen. “Please, it's urgent."“Lina already told me what happened. I'm on my way, so stop bothering me.”I hung up as it was neither the time nor the place to argue with Carlos. After a few minutes, they called me to come in to see my nani. I followed all the protocols they demanded and went to see her. I wanted to cry; maybe the pain would lessen, but honestly, no matter how many tears I had shed, I didn't feel any better.“Nani, don't do this to me. You are not dead; you are just asleep. Come on, open your eyes,” I tried to help her, but there was no answer from her, and I could only see that the brightness she had before was gone. “Lady bandit, come on, wake up. Don't do this to me, please. What am I going to do without you? Are you going to leave me alone in such a big house? I'm going
“Come here,” Lina grabbed me roughly by the arm. “We need to talk.”She took me to her room. I didn't like this place, so I tried to leave, but I was stopped by my hair, and Lina pulled me back.“Are you done doing your show yet? People are coming, and you have to attend to them because I'm not going to do it. I'm going to sit down to receive the condolences I'm going to get for my mom's death.”“Aren't you afraid of biting your tongue and killing yourself with your own poison?” she tried to slap me, but I stopped her. “I'm fed up with all your hypocrisy. We both know very well that my nani's death doesn't hurt you at all, and I could swear that you are even happy about it.”“Your father not only left me because of you but also because of my mom. She refused to give him food because he supposedly didn't work.”“Really, your cynicism surprises me more and more. You don't deserve the mother you had, and I don't mean that in a positive way.”I left the room and went to attend to the peop
She left, but I stayed where I was. After a few minutes, she came back like a beast and took me by the hair to start dragging me all over the place. It hurt me, I did not deny it, but the pain I had in my heart for the absence of my nani was worse.When I arrived at the house, I started to arrange. A few visitors arrived looking for Lina, so I decided to go to her room to look for her. I knocked on the door, and she opened it, so I told her that they were looking for her.“I'm coming, go attend to them like the good maid you are and don't protest.”I stood there while thousands of thoughts ran through my mind. As I looked at Lina, I was surprised at the moment she used fake tears. She put on a good amount and turned around.“If you say anything, rest assured that what I did to you in the cemetery will taste like glory. Now go attend to my guests.”I went to the living room, and the moment I saw how Lina threw herself into the arms of her visitors to cry uncontrollably, I could only sm
“Even if I have to sell my soul to the devil, the house is not going to be sold,” I told her. “Don't worry, I am going to solve this situation, just as I solved the other problems we had."I managed to calm her down and asked her to sleep with me for the night. She agreed, and I went to her room to bring her pillows and the sheet. It was there that I met Lina.“If you are going to go ahead with the lawsuit, do it,” I told her angrily, “but I'm telling you the house is not going to be sold.”“Then they will give me half of the value and in cash,” she said arrogantly. “I'm tired of trying to be good and see how they kick me around.”“If I have kicked you around, it is because you deserve it,” I told her. “Now if you want to benefit from what my nani left, but you never cared about her, the ones who keep the original rights are me and the little girl. But since the law is shitty, you get half of the house; however, even if I have to sell my soul to the devil, I will give you the money yo
He nodded and left. Lina had a gleam in her eyes, and so did the dear to know that they would have 50 thousand dollars in the bag without making the slightest effort.“I assure you that when I pay you half of the house I'm going to collect all this and you,” I said, pointing at the guy. “I warn you to stop seeing me because the kick I'm going to give you in the ass is going to be more painful than I'm thinking.”I left the place and took the little girl with me. She was confident that I would find a solution, so I started to search the internet to find out how to earn a lot of money easily, quickly, and above all legally.I could not find anything that could give me such an amount in a short time, no matter how hard I looked for a way to do it, I could not. An ad caught my attention, so I entered the website, and there they talked about women who had sold their virginity for exorbitant amounts.My hopes were dashed when I looked at the pictures of these women who were extremely beauti