I collapsed in tears, and he held me up, wrapped me in a tight hug. That visible luminescence in my darkness could flicker in my gloomy soul; I was more attracted to him.

“It was all my fault, I didn't understand you enough, I shouldn't have widened the abyss that stood in the way at that moment; so many mistakes at once, but my mistakes, was the cause of what happened. I was upset, blinded by a bloody anger that I neglected my medications, without imagining that you...”

Still holding each other, I felt the vibration of a sob coming from that man. I realized how damaged we were, to such a degree that we couldn't find a way to put the full stop, in such a way that we couldn't really turn the page. I sighed with my face buried in his chest.

“You can't take all the blame” I expressed separating us.

“You should not torture yourself with something that has already happened. Mariané, let's move forward together, let's do it this time. I know you've asked me for time, but why not start from