Valeria sighed bitterly as she watched Alice playing alone at the farthest table of the restaurant, in a corner almost nobody used.
“Val, stop thinking.” Her friend Emma approached her and hugged her with a sigh. “Alice is going to be fine.”
“That's what she says, but she's six years old, what can she know?” said Valeria trying to hold back her tears.
“Well, she's a child genius,” said Emma smiling. “At six years old she is already smarter than you and me”.
“She's a child genius who doesn't like to be touched, who barely eats, who suffers from social anxiety, and I don't know how many other disorders she has been diagnosed with precisely because she's too smart,” replied Valeria. “She should be in a specialized school for children like her, where they help her... where they help her be happy, because it's obvious that I can't!”
Valeria hid her face in her hands and sobbed in despair. Alice was a child who required special care; and a job as a waitress, even working full time and doubling shifts, was not enough for Valeria to pay for the expenses of a school like the one her little sister needed.
“There, there... Don't get like that.” Emma tried to soothe her. “I'd tell you you're doing the best you can, but you're doing it amazingly. No child could want a better substitute mom than you, and as for the job... something will turn up, don't despair.”
“What do you mean ‘don't despair’, Emma?! It cost me blood, sweat, and tears to finish studying Design, and now nobody wants to hire me because I went to a public university,” Valeria protested. “Why the hell do they offer that major if nobody is going to hire those who graduate?”
Emma sighed as well. She knew that Valeria was going through a very difficult situation. She had lost her mother three years ago, and ever since, she had become a makeshift single mom to her younger sister.
Worst of all was that, after trying so hard, her credentials were worthless to the recruiters.
“Look, you're a very talented woman, my friend. I'm sure a call from one of those places you sent your résumé to is going to come in any minute,” Emma said, grabbing her cell phone with a theatrical gesture. “Heck, we are going to order the universe that we want them to call you right now! Right now! Right—”
The cell phone began to ring and Emma screamed, frightened, and dropped it. Luckily, Valeria was quick enough to catch it before it shattered to pieces on the floor, and she stood up looking at the screen, dumbfounded.
“What— who is it?” asked Emma.
“Bennet Designs,” whispered Valeria as if her voice were struggling to come out.
“Oh God, I might turn out to be a witch! But answer the call, woman! Answer it!” her friend urged her, and Val took the call.
“Good morning. To whom am I speaking?”
“Is this Valeria Williams?” the voice on the other end of the phone said.
“Yes, it's me. How can I help you?” she replied, trying not to let the tremor in her voice show.
“We have reviewed your résumé and we wanted to know if you are available for an interview,” asked a girl's sweet voice.
“Of course! Of course. When would it be?”
“Well...,” the girl seemed to hesitate, “Mrs. Bennet told me yesterday and I forgot to call you and... she doesn't come by the company much, so... could you come now?” The girl even sounded a bit distressed.
“Now?” Valeria saw Emma nod vigorously as she quietly clapped her hands. “Yes, yes, I can!”
“Perfect! Oh, thank you, you're a lifesaver!” the girl sighed. “I'm a bit clumsy; I didn't want Mrs. Bennet to be mad at me. My name is Olena, but people call me Oli. Ask for Oli when you get to the building... okay?” She could tell she was a nervous girl, but Valeria already liked her even before she met her.
“Sure, I'll be right there,” she assured before ending the call.
Valeria put her cell phone to her chest and she and Emma stomped their feet on the floor in excitement.
“Go and get ready. I'll take care of Alice,” Emma said, rushing her, and hugged her.
Valeria could only be reassured that way because Alice only stayed quiet with Emma or with her school teacher.
“But Emma... my shift starts in twenty minutes.”
“Don’t worry, I'll cover for you. Val, if you get this job, it won't even matter if you don't come back on shift! Go! Don’t miss this opportunity! And make sure you get that job!” Her friend hugged her, and Valeria hurried to say goodbye to Alice.
The girl was absorbed in a notebook full of numbers that even Valeria didn't understand. She only nodded when Val told her that Emma would take care of her for a few hours and smiled without looking at her when she felt her kiss on her head.
Valeria bolted for the small apartment she shared with her sister a few streets away. She changed clothes and understood the need to spend money on a cab this time so she wouldn't arrive all sweaty for her job interview.
Oli was exactly as she had imagined her: nervous, vivacious, and talkative. She took her into the waiting room of Mrs. Bennet's office and asked her to wait.
“I'm going to tell Mrs. Bennet that you're already here. She is talking to a friend. She will be with you as soon as she finishes,” she told her.
Valeria looked around, excited. Bennet Designs was one of the best fashion design studios in Los Angeles, and it was as impressive as it looked.
She tried to calm her nerves by hugging her binder, but as the minutes passed, she only managed to get more anxious. After two hours, Oli would only give her a negative sign of the head, indicating that Mrs. Bennet was still busy.
Finally, when Valeria’s desperation was at its peak, the office door opened. An older but very pretty woman came out, saying goodbye, and another peeked through the door.
“Miss Williams?” she asked. “You may come in”.
Valeria entered Layla Bennet's office as if it were the temple of a goddess, and almost bowed before her accordingly, but she managed to maintain her equanimity despite her anxiety.
“So, Valeria,” said Mrs. Bennet after a brief greeting, “the truth is that I have been very impressed by your sketches. Is this a sample within your designs or do you specialize in lingerie?
“I wouldn't say “specialist”, but yes, lingerie is my favorite area”.
“It's just... it's bold... it's fresh. I'd love for us to have a collection like that,” she sighed. “What was your inspiration?
“Well... I know it may sound vain, but I like to feel sexy. And I wish other women could feel that way just for themselves”.
Layla looked at her with an indecipherable expression, as if she were trying to read her soul.
“We work hard here. Do you think you have the disposition?”
“Of course!” Valeria said with her heart racing. “As long as it takes”.
“Our CEO is a bit demure,” she laughed. “Maybe he'll make you modify your designs.”
“Sure, I'll do it! Whatever it takes!” said Valeria.
Layla Bennet sighed internally, not letting her disappointment show. This girl was very talented, but she was just another submissive designer, willing to give everything to secure a job. If she was willing to sacrifice her creativity in front of Nick, then she had no use for her.
“I think you have a bright future ahead of you, my dear,” the woman said with her kindest smile as she thought of an excuse to turn her down. “Unfortunately, your studies in a public school are below the company's requirements, so... I'm sorry.”
Valeria closed her eyes, feeling that tightness in her chest as she nodded and stood up. It was always the same! Another rejection! Another missed opportunity for the same stupidity!
“I understand...” she murmured, giving Layla her hand to shake, but before she reached the door she stopped. She felt she was about to choke on the words if she didn't get them out, and she didn't care that it was right there. “No! You know what? I don't understand!” she exclaimed facing Layla Bennet. “I didn't just give you my résumé, you studied it, you've had it for weeks, and the first things on my résumé are my credentials. And yet you called me!”
Layla froze at the girl's emotional outburst. Apparently she wasn't as docile as she thought she was.
“You called me! You made me wait for more than two hours! Why? To reject me because I don't have good credentials? Didn't you know that before you asked me to come?” Valeria said in a fit of anger. “And if you hadn’t liked my designs, it would’ve been understandable! But you did! It's just that—” she interrupted herself, frustrated. “You know what? Forget it. Someone in your position would never understand that someone like me can't waste time.”
“Wow! I didn't know your time was more valuable than mine,” Layla taunted her.
“Well, it sure is! Because while you were spending two hours getting the latest gossip, I was wasting two hours of a work shift where I actually get paid. I'm responsible for a child who needs special care, so yes, a paid hour of my time is worth more than an hour of your gossip, don't you think?”
Layla leaned back in her chair, shocked, as she saw Valeria's defiant look.
“Darn, girl! And here I was thinking you had no character!” She smiled. “Come, sit down, sit down.”
Valeria looked at her suspiciously and sat down again.
“Tell me something, what do you think of the lingerie department of this company?” Layla asked.
The girl looked at her with suspicious eyes.
“I think the designs are for older women... really older women... women lying inside a coffin, preferably”.
Layla let out a hearty laugh that almost made her smile.
“Okay, let's not beat around the bushes then. Nicholas Bennet, Nick, Nicky, my son; he is the CEO and majority shareholder of this studio. Unfortunately, he's the one who has the right to decide what goes into production, and God only knows why. He considers any kind of lingerie other than those plain bras to be vulgar,” Layla explained to her. “That department hasn't gotten a good contract in years, but there's a runway show coming up for distributors and I want you to design something fantastic to show them”.
Valeria wrinkled her brow with suspicion.
“I'm sorry, but I don't understand...”
“Of course you don't understand!” Layla said with a sigh. “You don't understand because you don't know my son. He runs this company beautifully, but he's mentally constipated when it comes to women who are... just like me.” She laughed flirtatiously. “The thing is that there are very good designers in this company, but they all end up deferring to him. They all end up making the bland and boring designs he commands”.
Valeria sighed.
“And you want... what?”
“I, my dear, need someone with your character, someone who won't let herself be stomped on, who will fight for her ideas! Here's what I propose,” she leaned forward on the table with a smile, “I'm going to hire you on a three-month probationary basis as a junior designer. You'll have a good salary, benefits, insurance, everything you need to work at ease. And in that time, you have to get my son to approve one of these sexy lingerie collections.”
“And what's in it for me?” Valeria said and raised a distrustful eyebrow.
“My son is a tyrant,” she warned her. “He's inflexible, perfectionist, and God forgive me, but he's bitter. If you manage to conquer him... if you get this…” Layla challenged her, “I'll give you a position as a permanent designer”.
Valeria smirked. Her mother had taken it upon herself to make her a strong woman, even if sometimes, like at that instant, she did not measure her words. “Let me get this straight, Mrs. Bennet. This is what exactly for you? A wager against your son... or against me?” she asked. “No, my dear, this is a desperate attempt to see joy and sexiness walk down these halls again!” Layla assured her. “But you can call it whatever you want. The point is that if in three months you turn out to be just another one of those submissive designers then—” “Then I'm no good to you,” Valeria finished. “Ok, I accept the deal.” She stood up and extended her hand with determination. “Really? Are you sure?” Layla seemed afraid to get too excited. “On one condition: If I am going to confront your son, I must at least have your support. Otherwise, he can fire me whenever he wants.” “Don't worry,” Layla smiled. “I have a special contract waiting for someone like you. Take everything to Human Resources. I'
To say that it had been embarrassing for Nicholas Bennet to walk out of the women's restroom of his company cafeteria shirtless, wearing only his jacket and the face of a serial killer, was an understatement. He had resisted the temptation to trash his office, because in the end the poor office was not to blame for the existence of women like her. He took deep breaths all the way to his apartment, but by the end of that night, he couldn't stop three or four ornaments from going crashing into the wall. It was true that he was stupidly distracted on his cell phone, and he had been quite ready to apologize until his eyes had met those of that woman. She was of medium height, beautiful as a goddamn mermaid and with the voice of one, even while angry. She had long, curly, brown hair, brown, defiant eyes, and a body to stare at until the end of time. That was what had bothered him. He could smell it, feel it, sense it: she was one of those women capable of dragging a man's heart under th
He was going to explode. Nick felt as if he couldn't fit into the suit he was wearing due to the helplessness he was feeling. That girl was shameless. And she had left him unable to say anything else! Him! He went to his desk and furiously pressed the intercom button on the phone. “Oli!” That scream through the phone made the girl jump in her seat. “Yes?” “Get me Valeria Williams' contract right now!” “Right away, sir.” What Oli found when she opened the office door was far worse than a caged lion, so she put down the contract and almost ran out. Nick was fuming out of his ears. That insolent... shameless... brazen... girl! How dare she threaten to sue him! He just felt like choking her with his own hands... like this... around that neck... just above the chest... that chest... “Fuck, Nick, get a grip on yourself!” he chastised himself internally and sat down calmly, very calmly, to review that damned contract. Ten minutes later, his shout came over the intercom again: “Oli!”
Valeria had her head so buried in the designs that she barely noticed Oli gawking at the drawings. “Val, these are amazing,” she murmured, her eyes sparkling with excitement. Valeria raised her eyes and smiled. “Do you like them?” “I've never seen designs like these before! They're cute but... sexy... Is it even possible? I mean... one would feel virginal and naughty in these!” “Yes, that's the idea,” Valeria explained. “You know the CEO is going to collapse when he sees this, don’t you?” Oli warned her. “Well... if he drops dead in the middle of the meeting we'll save ourselves a lot of headaches,” Valeria said derisively. “Maybe I should have made them more provocative...” They both laughed, and Oli told her that the meeting was about to start. Valeria had spent the week locked in her cubicle, and Nick Bennet had spent the week in a fury because he couldn't get the legal grounds to fire her. They had avoided each other as much as possible, but the time had come to present th
It would have been a lie to say that the slap hadn’t hurt, that unruly girl had a heavy little hand, but the tears running down her cheeks caused a greater impact on him. They were tears of sincere and silent rage, the kind that overflowed and destroyed what was in front of it, and he knew it perfectly well because his was exactly the same. Valeria did not say another word. She left that office crying, leaving him with the horrible feeling that he had made a big mistake, that he had done something wrong, very wrong. He took some time to cool off. He had to calm down because in the last week he had completely lost control. What the hell was happening to him? He wasn't like that! And she wasn't the first easy woman to cross his path. So what was exactly bothering him so much about her? He paced around the office, rubbing the back of his neck with one hand, and saw the folder Valeria had brought him with the designs lying in the corner. He hadn't even seen them properly the first time
Nick closed his eyes and exhaled deeply. “Come on, let's sit down,” he said softly. “As you say, we can yell later, but now there are more important things.” Valeria didn't say anything. She just walked to one of the seats and filled out the form she already knew by heart. Not even twenty minutes had passed when a doctor came into the waiting room and Valeria got up quickly to meet him. “Alan!” Valeria hugged him for a second and he smiled with an expression that felt like a kick in Nick's stomach. “Alice...” “Don’t worry. I saw her. It’s all right. She's going to be fine,” the doctor assured her. He was in his thirties and seemed to be a serious, educated man, and more attractive than he should have been for a physician. “It's been a long time since she'd had a fever like this,” said the doctor. “Has she been under stress? Were you able to change schools? Nick saw that Valeria was looking at the floor and hugging herself. “No... I haven't been able to do it. I'm working on it
Nick closed his eyes. She was absolutely delicious. He could feel the heat rising up her body, tingling in his fingertips when he touched her. She felt small against him. Her body gave off an exquisite smell, and her sex felt hot even through the fabric. He slipped his tongue into her mouth and heard her stifle a moan, but it was obvious she was enjoying that kiss. She wasn't wearing a bra under her pajamas and Nick could feel every instinct awaken in him all at once as she pressed against his body. “Val...” he murmured. Kissing her, having her... it felt like it was the right time, the right place, the right woman... but she wasn't! She wasn't the right woman... not for him. Nick stopped that kiss before things got out of hand. He picked her up, standing up as he turned away from Valeria, and without even saying goodbye, reached for the door and left. Valeria stood in the middle of her kitchen. Trying to analyze what had just happened. Did she even like Nick Bennet? She put a hand
Valeria sat in her office, facing her small window through which she could see the sky. To the left, on one of the extensions of her desk, was a picture of her mother, her little sister, and her. The three of them looked happy... very happy. It had been happier times. She couldn't say that everything had changed since her mother's death, because they had never had much money, but at least Alice didn't get so sick before. She sighed, looking up at the sky. “Is it wrong to be strong, Mom? Is it wrong to want to feel powerful even though I'm not? I get trampled on enough, can you imagine if I were a submissive woman on top of that?” She shook her head, looking at the photo. “No, Mom, you taught me to be a warrior. I'm not going to keep quiet, I'm not going to lower my head, and if he has his tastes, I have my character and I'm not going to change for anyone, no matter how handsome he is.” She rubbed the glass with her fingertips and kissed the photo before returning it to its place.