To say that it had been embarrassing for Nicholas Bennet to walk out of the women's restroom of his company cafeteria shirtless, wearing only his jacket and the face of a serial killer, was an understatement.
He had resisted the temptation to trash his office, because in the end the poor office was not to blame for the existence of women like her.
He took deep breaths all the way to his apartment, but by the end of that night, he couldn't stop three or four ornaments from going crashing into the wall.
It was true that he was stupidly distracted on his cell phone, and he had been quite ready to apologize until his eyes had met those of that woman. She was of medium height, beautiful as a goddamn mermaid and with the voice of one, even while angry. She had long, curly, brown hair, brown, defiant eyes, and a body to stare at until the end of time.
That was what had bothered him. He could smell it, feel it, sense it: she was one of those women capable of dragging a man's heart under the heel of her shoe and moving on without looking back.
He looked at the single photo that adorned one corner of his living room cabinet. The photo of a middle-aged man that looked pensive and sad: his father. Nicholas had taken it himself fifteen years ago... literally, half a lifetime ago. He had taken it two days before his father blew his head off with a 28 caliber revolver. And he had done it for a woman like her, a woman who hadn’t had enough with just him, who had a lover every month: his beloved mother, Layla Bennet.
“I've tried all my life to stay away from women like that,” he said, speaking to the photograph. “I swear I learned from your mistakes, father. I swear I learned,” he muttered.
But learning was one thing and getting her out of his head was quite another. Try as he might to distract himself, the way she had taken off her blouse, that damned bra that made him long for everything underneath, the defiance in her voice, the shape of her mouth, that flirtatious wink before she left... He couldn't stop thinking about it all. He couldn't stop thinking about her, and he didn't know if he hated her or hated himself more for not being able to control it.
Hopefully the week would start in a better way, with a lot of work to occupy his head and with nothing that would let him think about where that woman would be.
Valeria, on the other hand, after playing matchmaker with Lazlo and Oli, had finally finished her registration and the girl had taken her to her cubicle. It was very small and bright, but Valeria had never had her own office, so she was delighted.
Emma had welcomed her back with open arms because she knew that the delay could only mean that she had been given the job.
“Do you know what we're going to do now, baby?” said Valeria to Alice, sitting down next to her.
“Mmmm... aren't you going to scream when the landlady comes to collect the rent?” asked the girl and Valeria smiled.
“Noooo... I'm not going to scream anymore, but that's not all, we're going to get a present for your friend's birthday!”
“Really?” Alice asked excitedly.
Two weeks ago, Alice had asked for a present for a school friend, who had invited her to her birthday. It was so hard for her to socialize that it broke Valeria's heart to have to say no, but now she didn't have to, now she could buy it.
So, if for Nick the weekend was torture, for Valeria it was two days of absolute bliss. Of course, all that would change when Monday arrived.
At seven thirty in the morning, she would stop to get two cups of coffee to go and in her best clothes and stilettos, ride the elevator up to her office. Oli thanked her for the coffee and introduced her to everyone in the design department. They all looked at her with a bit of pity when they heard she was the new designer for the lingerie department, so she was getting an idea of what was to come.
“Well... all you have to do now is meet the big boss,” Oli sighed anxiously.
“What's he like?” Valeria asked, sitting cross legged on the desk.
“Our CEO is as attractive as he is obnoxious... which means he is very, very attractive,” Oli muttered, and Valeria almost spit out her coffee with laughter.
“Does that mean he's a top-notch asshole?”
“He takes the prize, but… Get off, get off!” Oli suddenly urged her. “Here he comes!”
Valeria looked up at the stern-faced figure coming out of the elevator and her first instinct was to drop behind Oli's desk and hide under it.
“Shit, shit, shit!” she thought closing her eyes because it was impossible not to recognize the demigod whose shirt she had taken off in the cafeteria bathroom two days before. “There’s no way! No way!” Now that was bad luck, having her first contact with the CEO with such an impact... of her left knee in his crotch! “God!”
“Good morning, Oli.” that husky, manly voice said.
“Good morning, sir”.
“Please, call all the designers to the boardroom in ten minutes. We are going to discuss the collections for the distributors' fashion show. Thank you.”
Five seconds later, Oli's whisper was heard:
“Val... Val!”
“What?” she asked, sticking out her head.
“It’s not that you don't look pretty on all fours under my desk, but you heard him, you have a meeting in ten minutes,” Oli told her. “I didn't know you were shy. Why did you hide?”
“I already met him. Not on the best terms... Long story!” she replied, slinking off to her small office.
Eight minutes later, she was mingling with thirty other designers moving into the boardroom. She tried to stay back, hidden in the crowd, hoping he wouldn't see her, and it didn't seem difficult considering Nick Bennet barely glanced at his audience after he said hello.
“Good morning, everyone,” he began. “As you know, in three weeks' time we have an important fashion show for one of our biggest distributors, Andrew Davies. Every year we design exclusive collections for them. Two months ago, Davies Enterprises fired one of our competitors, so this is our chance to obtain contracts in areas we had not been able to win before.”
Everyone knew he was referring to the lingerie area, but no one said anything.
“Good. We'll do this by departments: Bruno,” he said to the head designer of the men's line, “you are always the fastest one, please, see to it that all lines deliver their design portfolios by Friday. Anna, last year's women's gala collection was very much to his liking, make sure you include one this year as well…” He slowly distributed the tasks and deadlines until he got to what Valeria feared the most. “And lastly, women's lingerie...” They did not have a head of design. “Those of you working in this area will hand over the designs to Anna. I understand we have a new member,” he said, looking into a file, “Valeria Williams... Valeria Williams?”
Valeria swallowed dryly, stepping out of the crowd she was in and lowering the folder she was using to cover her face with.
Nick turned to where the movement was, and his face reflected rage-filled surprise for exactly five seconds when he recognized her. Then, he was back to his usually impassive, stern self.
“The meeting is over. Everyone back to work. Miss Williams!” he called to her before she dared to leave. “To my office! Now.”
He left, buttoning his coat, and Valeria took a deep breath. She knew that her first battle with the CEO of that company would come sooner or later, Layla had announced it to her, but she didn't expect it to be within half an hour of starting work.
She entered the office and closed behind her, approaching the desk. Nick stood there, staring out of the huge window on the twentieth floor.
“What the hell are you doing in my company?!” he hissed without looking at her, in a voice that shook her.
“I'm the new designer of the lingerie department,” she answered with a serenity she was far from feeling.
“I don't want women in my company who use their... influence to get a job!” he said, this time looking at her with contempt, and Valeria felt that all those imaginary cannons she had in her body came to the surface.
“Excuse me?!” she exclaimed, putting her hands on the spotless desk. “What exactly are you trying to say?”
“That if you think being the girlfriend of the little boy from Human Resources is going to get you—”
“Be very careful, Mr. Bennet!” Valeria warned him while trying to control herself. “I'm not Lazlo's girlfriend or anyone else's for that matter. In fact, when you saw us in the cafeteria, I was accompanying him to buy a coffee for Oli because she is the one he likes. I was hired by Mrs. Bennet, your mother. She hired me because she liked my designs... and I didn't have to show her my bra to get her to give me anything!”
Nick's face turned so red that Valeria thought he would transform into a wolf from one moment to the next; he was only lacking the fur. Still, Valeria's gaze remained defiant.
“You're fired! Get out of my company! Now!”
“Well, I'm not going anywhere,” Valeria replied, putting her hands on her hips. “My contract says I'm going to work in this company for three months and that's what I'm going to do”.
“You're on probation...”
“No, I'm not. I was hired as a junior designer for three months to work only for the lingerie department. And I'm going to do my job whether you like it or not!”
“This is my company!” Nick roared on the verge of collapse. Never before had a designer... never before had anyone confronted him so brazenly! “Either you get out of here or I'll have you thrown out by security.”
“Then ‘your’ company and you in particular are going to be sued for wrongful termination if you get me out of here. And between a man of your size and a poor innocent girl like me, we both know who will come out worse off,” Valeria threatened. “So, you can get tired of shouting “You're fired! You're fired!” all you want, but I'm not leaving here! Have a nice day!”
She went to the door, wiggling her butt as God intended, and closed the door softly because although she was angry, she was still a lady.
“Well, Valeria, you've already thrown the noose around your neck,” she said to herself to give herself strength. “Now kick your feet!”
He was going to explode. Nick felt as if he couldn't fit into the suit he was wearing due to the helplessness he was feeling. That girl was shameless. And she had left him unable to say anything else! Him! He went to his desk and furiously pressed the intercom button on the phone. “Oli!” That scream through the phone made the girl jump in her seat. “Yes?” “Get me Valeria Williams' contract right now!” “Right away, sir.” What Oli found when she opened the office door was far worse than a caged lion, so she put down the contract and almost ran out. Nick was fuming out of his ears. That insolent... shameless... brazen... girl! How dare she threaten to sue him! He just felt like choking her with his own hands... like this... around that neck... just above the chest... that chest... “Fuck, Nick, get a grip on yourself!” he chastised himself internally and sat down calmly, very calmly, to review that damned contract. Ten minutes later, his shout came over the intercom again: “Oli!”
Valeria had her head so buried in the designs that she barely noticed Oli gawking at the drawings. “Val, these are amazing,” she murmured, her eyes sparkling with excitement. Valeria raised her eyes and smiled. “Do you like them?” “I've never seen designs like these before! They're cute but... sexy... Is it even possible? I mean... one would feel virginal and naughty in these!” “Yes, that's the idea,” Valeria explained. “You know the CEO is going to collapse when he sees this, don’t you?” Oli warned her. “Well... if he drops dead in the middle of the meeting we'll save ourselves a lot of headaches,” Valeria said derisively. “Maybe I should have made them more provocative...” They both laughed, and Oli told her that the meeting was about to start. Valeria had spent the week locked in her cubicle, and Nick Bennet had spent the week in a fury because he couldn't get the legal grounds to fire her. They had avoided each other as much as possible, but the time had come to present th
It would have been a lie to say that the slap hadn’t hurt, that unruly girl had a heavy little hand, but the tears running down her cheeks caused a greater impact on him. They were tears of sincere and silent rage, the kind that overflowed and destroyed what was in front of it, and he knew it perfectly well because his was exactly the same. Valeria did not say another word. She left that office crying, leaving him with the horrible feeling that he had made a big mistake, that he had done something wrong, very wrong. He took some time to cool off. He had to calm down because in the last week he had completely lost control. What the hell was happening to him? He wasn't like that! And she wasn't the first easy woman to cross his path. So what was exactly bothering him so much about her? He paced around the office, rubbing the back of his neck with one hand, and saw the folder Valeria had brought him with the designs lying in the corner. He hadn't even seen them properly the first time
Nick closed his eyes and exhaled deeply. “Come on, let's sit down,” he said softly. “As you say, we can yell later, but now there are more important things.” Valeria didn't say anything. She just walked to one of the seats and filled out the form she already knew by heart. Not even twenty minutes had passed when a doctor came into the waiting room and Valeria got up quickly to meet him. “Alan!” Valeria hugged him for a second and he smiled with an expression that felt like a kick in Nick's stomach. “Alice...” “Don’t worry. I saw her. It’s all right. She's going to be fine,” the doctor assured her. He was in his thirties and seemed to be a serious, educated man, and more attractive than he should have been for a physician. “It's been a long time since she'd had a fever like this,” said the doctor. “Has she been under stress? Were you able to change schools? Nick saw that Valeria was looking at the floor and hugging herself. “No... I haven't been able to do it. I'm working on it
Nick closed his eyes. She was absolutely delicious. He could feel the heat rising up her body, tingling in his fingertips when he touched her. She felt small against him. Her body gave off an exquisite smell, and her sex felt hot even through the fabric. He slipped his tongue into her mouth and heard her stifle a moan, but it was obvious she was enjoying that kiss. She wasn't wearing a bra under her pajamas and Nick could feel every instinct awaken in him all at once as she pressed against his body. “Val...” he murmured. Kissing her, having her... it felt like it was the right time, the right place, the right woman... but she wasn't! She wasn't the right woman... not for him. Nick stopped that kiss before things got out of hand. He picked her up, standing up as he turned away from Valeria, and without even saying goodbye, reached for the door and left. Valeria stood in the middle of her kitchen. Trying to analyze what had just happened. Did she even like Nick Bennet? She put a hand
Valeria sat in her office, facing her small window through which she could see the sky. To the left, on one of the extensions of her desk, was a picture of her mother, her little sister, and her. The three of them looked happy... very happy. It had been happier times. She couldn't say that everything had changed since her mother's death, because they had never had much money, but at least Alice didn't get so sick before. She sighed, looking up at the sky. “Is it wrong to be strong, Mom? Is it wrong to want to feel powerful even though I'm not? I get trampled on enough, can you imagine if I were a submissive woman on top of that?” She shook her head, looking at the photo. “No, Mom, you taught me to be a warrior. I'm not going to keep quiet, I'm not going to lower my head, and if he has his tastes, I have my character and I'm not going to change for anyone, no matter how handsome he is.” She rubbed the glass with her fingertips and kissed the photo before returning it to its place.
Valeria had never been to a fashion show for distributors before, but it was obvious that it was considered a very important event, because twenty-four hours earlier they had put a huge clock with a countdown in the middle of the Design Studio break room and the real commotion began. The models were going back and forth, the Production girls were fitting everyone, and the designers were doing last minute alterations. Valeria and Oli looked at each other excitedly that they had both been asked to participate. All they talked about was Andrew Davies and the multimillion-dollar contracts that his visit always represented. He was one of the most coveted distributors by any design studio because his department stores were in more than fifty countries. “Are you ready for this?” Oli asked, adjusting Valeria's beautiful wide-sleeved blouse. “Are you ready?” “The worst thing that can happen to me is getting fired. You, on the other hand...” laughed Oli. “The CEO will choke me with his bar
Richard elbowed Elliot's chest looking at the corset. “That's what I want!” he exclaimed to the general astonishment. “What? The girl or the corset?” Elliot asked, thinking out loud. “Can it be both?” Richard raised an eyebrow looking at Valeria but it was obvious he was making a joke, so those who understood laughed, and those who didn't laughed, too, to save face. The only one who didn't offer half a smile was Nick. “Can I take a closer look?” asked Richard and Valeria nodded, standing up and approaching him. Richard turned her around several times in front of him. “Is this model yours?” he asked, gawking. “That's right”. “It's fantastic!” said the man. “I love it. If I close my eyes, I can see it on every woman in front of me. Did you sew it?” “No, no, I just designed it. I have a close friend who is very good at sewing,” Valeria replied. “Nick, why didn't you present this as part of the collection?” Andrew asked, and Nick clenched his fists and forced a smile before answ