As time goes by and you start to grow, some ideas that you had at a certain moment become others, they are transformed, some are discarded and no longer exist or they stop having that sense that you saw before, but there are issues that they remain intact in your head even over the years and one of them is the happy and pleasant moments that you live next to the people who matter most to you. There is no substitute for the joy that comes from being around people who love you and give you the same support and love.What happens when you lose all that and you only have the memories?Some people think that living no longer makes sense, but a second becomes a minute and the minutes form the hours and then the pain inhabits the days and in you, however you can continue living.It is possible to go ahead with proper determination.Flashback.Victoria was only five and a half years old when her parents first took her to the beach, she couldn't believe there was so much water in one place; an
“Now with the engagement cancelled, or whatever it is, I hope Rashid doesn't think of doing one again. I don't see it as necessary"“He is capable of everything. We'll find out” she admitted, and as if she were a little girl, Amina offered to feed her. He was very reluctant to accept every spoon, causing Amina to huff from time to time "Oh come on, Victoria, don't play hard to get, your diet is important, only then will you be strong and energized"“It just happens that my appetite has stopped, it's as if suddenly I couldn't eat, do you understand? I try, but the food doesn't work for me” he explained with a snort. Jaded too.“You must make an effort. Just a little more and I'll let you rest easy.""Okay, I'll do it" he emitted giving her the third spoon. Although almost reluctantly.“Why don't you call Alaric ? Maybe he'll tell you what's going on, huh”“I will, now finish eating please. You're worse than a two-year-old, for God's sake” she exclaimed."That also tells me Rashid, do n
He woke up in a hospital room, feeling like his head was aching terribly. Everything in that room was white, like it was out of a movie, it was white as snow. She felt like the star of a tape, in pain, although she also compared it to a nightmare, she just wanted to be okay and go back to the flat. It took him a while to locate himself in the events of the present and when he did, he painfully remembered what was happening. She didn't start crying, she was in shock, and with the slightest movement her head hurt a lot, so it's better not to.He looked everywhere hoping to find someone, to be able to get an answer and stop being in the complete confusion, it wasn't like that. I was alone in that room. The smell of disinfectant also became a bit unpleasant.He moved a little and managed to see Amina outside talking to someone on the phone. He sighed and moved again, but his head hurt a little more, so he tried to get up after a while, but extremely slowly in order to feel as little pain
“Don't look at me that way, you are important, I already told you, I understand you. I know what it means to lose the people you love. I have lived it. It's still fresh that terrible day when I lost mom. I still cry, I remember her and I get a lump in my throat. Hold back no more, cries Rashid. You'll feel better" he whispered.He shook his head and then got up, the last thing he heard was the slam of the door being slammed shut. He sighed on the sofa. Although the progress of things yelled at him to retire and leave him alone. He didn't, he advanced towards his room, he stayed on the outskirts of the bedroom. Behind the door, he intended to knock, but entered hearing it so broken, he just couldn't leave it like that.I had never seen him so broken. He was crying uncontrollably like a small child, a child who needed to be cuddled, who was urged to whisper in his ear that everything would be okay. That was what the girl wanted to convey, support and company.They were on the ground, Vi
"I can stay with you?""Yes, come" He lay down next to her, Rashid had no problem allowing him to be there. In fact, he felt a certain comfort with her at his side.“I can't sleep, and I know you can't either. I thought maybe I can fall asleep if I'm with you" he added."I'm not an inducement or anything" he whispered."I think so"“You are being very sweet. Because?"“You need someone, and I am that person. That's why, Rasheed. And I think that you are an encouragement, I always manage to be calm if you are there, I could not do it without you"“I don't know how I could be calm, I myself know that I am a disaster. I really, wholeheartedly want to thank you for being there, do you know where I would be now?"Where?"“In some bar in the city, in a club, ridiculously trying to cope with the situation in the worst way, with alcohol and more alcohol. And I know it's not the right way, it wouldn't help me at all. Instead, you are doing it. Sometimes I think you're magical"“I am flesh and
He ate breakfast that consisted of cereal, milk, and sliced banana, which he had also put on the tray. He liked the combination, he also helped himself to a glass of water, he didn't want to stay lazy in bed, he decided to do a little exercise that day, without risking it, due to his condition. She would do something light but necessary for her health, yes it would be for her and the baby. He prepared everything in the living room, discarding the idea of going to the terrace in the first place. I don't know agreed at that moment.To animate the atmosphere, he put on some nice music, accordingly. It worked very well. In the fourth repetition of an exercise, almost at the end, they knocked on the door. I had no idea who it could be. There was a chance that he had quickly gone out and forgotten the keys.“Amina, it's good that you're here. I thought we wouldn't see each other for a few weeks.” They embraced affectionately.“I ran away, I can't rest easy knowing that you're like this, jus
"It looks really good, really" They both stayed for another long while talking about trivial matters and the subject of the girl Amina's university also came up. To tell the truth, her studies were going too well for her and if everything continued in the same course, she would soon become an outstanding professional, surely graduating with honors. Victoria felt enormous happiness in her chest every time she heard her talk about the university with such pride. If I also felt that need to achieve your dreams, I knew that after a few months she could also start studying at the university and achieve her goals. For now that future seemed a bit distant and the dream was distorted every time she thought about the moment she would have to give birth to a baby that she would have to hand over to the Arab.“I am not going to deny that sometimes it is a bit difficult to keep up, but every time I see a good grade or grade, I know that it has been worth the effort and the sleepless nights that I
“I see it, you don't, or you are denying it, you just have to look at yourself in a mirror. There is light in your eyes every time the name of Victoria is pronounced by you or by someone else. Won't you be in love with her? There is nothing wrong with it if it is. But it worries me, she is such a good and sweet girl, she does not deserve to break her heart""I'm not going to break your heart" he blurted out and then took his head in his hands to deny repeatedly."Oh no? Then you have forgotten that vendetta you have against her. If so, very good, I applaud you up to my feet. Because he doesn't deserve something like that, okay?""What happens to me scares me, I'm not like that, look at me"“You are not how? I think you're falling in love and there's nothing wrong with that. Forget that revenge and give yourself a real chance. Don't you think it's worth being happy once and for all than continuing to do the same? express.The tycoon seriously pondered his words. Of course it was better