Sooner or later it would all fall apart and she would end up heartbroken.

That would happen, nothing could be avoided.

Rashid's cold heart was still only stone, huge quartz stuck in his chest. I don't know, it broke easily, it didn't open for a single second, and I knew I would never let it in. His destiny was inevitably marked by a decision that would have to change, but everything became confusing when he reflected in depth. Then she wouldn't have a baby inside her anyway, she wouldn't exist.

Without realizing a tear came out.

"Oh no, did I say something wrong?"

“It's not that, that's what every second that passes I am more convinced that I made a mistake in accepting what Rashid offered me, all this that is happening is also my fault. Honestly I was too hasty in making the decision to do this. What the hell was I thinking when I dared say yes?”

“Desperation, that could explain it, also when we find ourselves in a bind we look for a way out and that is exactly what you were looking