Dante

The drive was a bit long, as we had been silent the whole time since we got in the car. I didn't know what to say to him, not after what had happened the night before between us. It was something I was really looking forward to, but now I feel like it's different. It's not like in the beginning, when I wanted to fuck her for a whole night, and after I had my fill of her, dump her like I did all the time with other women. With her, however, it's different. Lillie is not like the others. I don't know exactly what this is that I feel. For that reason, I know it's not the same. I can't wait to make her mine again. I realized that she was a virgin and that I was the first. I don't know why she didn't tell me. Maybe that would have helped so I wouldn't have pushed her as hard as I did on many occasions.

I had to find out the instant I made her mine and I found out today when I woke up and saw the sheets a little blood stained. Instead of having sex with her, I made love to her, I gues