DanteAt last it will be mine. Finally. I just don't understand why I'm not excited like I thought I would be. The purpose was always that, to make her mine, to have her for one night, to satisfy my wildest instincts, to possess that lush body and make her scream as I fuck her hard. But what has made me change?I'm upset, but mostly with me, as I'm starting to feel something for that little girl. That's not me. I want to do that, to take her and make her mine by force, but deep down something tells me not to.These days I got to thinking about what it would feel like to have someone by your side, a relationship, something stable, a girlfriend or maybe a wife, a woman to spoil, and share things with her instead of having sex, making love to her, sleeping in each other's arms and maybe starting a family.And why not, it will be because I'm a fucking murderer, a mobster who is full of enemies and may meet the same fate as his parents. Instead of them hurting me, they will hurt them. I'm
Lillie-I insist we should leave," I say as we enter the place my friend dragged me to. I don't like it here.-Stop complaining. -She pulls my arm to move me forward. We're not staying, I'll just check if she's cheating on me and then we'll leave.I snort in annoyance.My friend is getting obsessed with that guy. It's the first time she's done this. She's never gone to the extent of keeping tabs on one of her conquests or boyfriends or whatever they mean to her before.The place is very different from the place we usually work. This is a table dance, but one of those low key ones. Where we work we only dance without taking off our clothes and other girls offer escort service. Sleeping with the clients is not allowed. Here, apparently, it's the opposite. On the dance floor there are half-naked girls and others sitting next to or on top of their clients. They grope them. There are some who even have sex in the aisles, I say this because just now we passed a couple moaning as they moved
LillieI tremble from the terror I have just witnessed. I still hear a voice calling me. Suddenly, they begin to shake my arms, as I am still in shock. I blink and try to come to my senses. In front of me stands my friend. I frown. I don't understand what she is doing here, but I ignore that part and notice her worried face.-Lillie, are you all right?I ignore her.I can't concentrate. Still standing here like it's nothing and he's out there lying on the ground bleeding and wounded... I release my grip on my arms and walk to the door to leave and return to his side. I am not able to leave him like this, I can't and I don't want to. Mika calls out my name. I know he cares about me, but I can't just stand here with my arms crossed and do nothing. Before I get to the door I stop in my tracks when I see it being opened. I swallow nervously and stop breathing. I hope it's not those perverts that bothered me before. At that my breathing quickens along with my heart as I check who it is.It
LillieI try to be quiet so it doesn't show how it makes me feel to have him so close when we're alone. I avert my gaze and fix it on his shirt; the side of his shoulder is wet. His wound is bleeding again. It has yet to heal.-Do you have a first aid kit with the necessary equipment to make a cure? -I ask without taking my eyes off his shoulder.He nods. With a deep sigh he turns away from me to look for the necessary material. He disappears as he enters a doorway and takes a minute to return. He brings with him a box that is more equipped than the previous one. He sits down in an armchair and leaves the box on the coffee table. I have no choice but to walk over and take a seat next to him. I proceed with my work; I clean the wound again, apply some cream for the pain and inflammation and cover it at the end. He only has his eyes on me, as if I am the only thing he can observe.I finish and try to get up to move away, but he grabs my forearm to stop me. His eyes don't leave my sight,
LillieGetting my courage up and getting out at once is what I should do. I've been in the bathroom for almost an hour or so, or that's what I saw on my watch. He told me to take a shower to feel more comfortable and relaxed, but neither that nor anything else calms my nerves.I'm a coward.I was supposed to have already decided to give myself to him, but I'm still so afraid. It's because of many things, not only because of the fact that I will lose my virginity, but also because I will give myself for the first time to a man, something that means much more to me. Not only that, but also what I'm starting to feel for him.I always waited for the right man, the one who might become my husband, if it ever happened, but that idea evaporated little by little when I saw the situation my sister lived with her ex-boyfriend. That made me fearful and distrustful of men. For that reason, I mostly stay away from them. I could never have a relationship with anyone. However, now I feel it is diffe
LillieHis lips silence my mouth as I am about to speak again. I stretch out on his bed with pleasure from his caresses all over my body."This man drives me crazy in every way."Being naked in front of him no longer scares me.He stops kissing and touching me and then grabs my legs, which he slowly bends and spreads open. His gaze settles on my intimate area.- Fuck, you are so beautiful. I want to taste you."What did he say?"Without giving me time to ask what he meant by that, his fingers caress my clit. I shudder. A moan comes out of my mouth. He switches his hands to his lips and begins to kiss my belly until he very slowly moves down to my center. His tongue and soft mouth begin the path that his fingers had followed a few seconds ago, and that makes me squirm against him for the sensation it provokes in me. The heat builds and the excitement throughout my body increases more. I tremble from head to toe.My body experiences new things. Everything it does is.I don't hold back a
DanteThe drive was a bit long, as we had been silent the whole time since we got in the car. I didn't know what to say to him, not after what had happened the night before between us. It was something I was really looking forward to, but now I feel like it's different. It's not like in the beginning, when I wanted to fuck her for a whole night, and after I had my fill of her, dump her like I did all the time with other women. With her, however, it's different. Lillie is not like the others. I don't know exactly what this is that I feel. For that reason, I know it's not the same. I can't wait to make her mine again. I realized that she was a virgin and that I was the first. I don't know why she didn't tell me. Maybe that would have helped so I wouldn't have pushed her as hard as I did on many occasions.I had to find out the instant I made her mine and I found out today when I woke up and saw the sheets a little blood stained. Instead of having sex with her, I made love to her, I gues
LillieI don't like this very much. Taking a gun in my hands and shooting someone is not a nice thing to do. I'm supposed to be studying to be a doctor, so I can save lives, not take them. He said it's necessary for my protection, since I'm supposedly at risk from those thugs he confronted at the club. I don't think it will happen again, will it? I don't think I'll see him again after what happened between us, since he already got what he wanted. He'll end up here with me, later he'll return me to my house, he'll leave and I'll never see him again. He is not a man to have a loving relationship. He is not tender and cute at all, so I can't wait for him to ask me to be his girlfriend or to marry me because I gave him my virginity. How naive of me.He made it clear to me, he only wanted sex, and since he already got it, now he will throw me away as if I were just another woman on the list for those who passed through his bed. Worst of all, I'm in love with him. I don't know if I can get