Nathan...

How different Natasha makes me feel. I know that when I return home she will be there. Even if it's just for a few hours, having her to myself is unique and special. When I was told about this mission and shown the picture of her, there was something that captivated me. Just one picture was enough for that Russian to put my world at her mercy.

"What a nerve you've got, brother," says Logan as he arrives. "Bad night with the Russian?"

"I wish that's all it was," we sit under a tree. "I scared her while I was sleeping with her and confessed to her that I was in the military."

"Are you crazy, Nathan? We can't lose the mission again. Not now that we are closer," he runs his hands through his hair nervously, "Did you tell her something else that will expose us? She can't know we're special forces."

I laugh sideways at the conversation I just had with him.

"No, I'm not such an idiot to tell her that either," he looks at me incredulously. "Logan, that's not the problem," I sigh, st