I told the salesman the brand I wanted and then went to the jeep. I drove to the sea, where I started smoking while crying. I only did this when I was frustrated, because in a way, ironically, it gave me a break.

Since I had not touched a cigarette for many years, I began to cough, but this disappeared after the fourth cigarette consumed. My cell phone began to ring and I saw that it was the house, I didn't want to answer it; however, I didn't want to worry the little girl any more.

- Leave me alone - I told her - go to sleep, she's not here yet.

I hung up and I could hear her affected, I didn't want to leave just like that to go home, besides I considered it necessary that there was a space for my anger to go down. I didn't like to argue with her; however, when she was like that, I couldn't remain indifferent and let everything go easily.

I smoked until I finished the box of cigarettes, got up and began to take off my clothes to enter the water. A chill ran through my body as I felt