Jimena lay down, feeling hopeless about seeing Pablo before falling asleep, who had had another social gathering with his business partners.
At least the baby had fallen asleep, and she could finally get some rest. She was relieved that her breasts no longer hurt since they had just dried up. The baby had stopped breastfeeding about a month ago, which left her feeling as though her breasts might explode, full, and unable to be relieved by her child.
She closed her eyes slowly, the weight of disappointment pressing on her chest, as she longed for her husband's company. These days, she felt depressed by the distance that had grown between them, but also by the unresolved sexual needs that were tearing her apart, especially since she had to watch her husband undress and sleep beside her naked. That ignited her like fire, but she no longer dared to take the initiative.
She woke up with a burning sensation in her eyes when she felt Pablo slip under the covers. She guessed he had only been asleep for a few hours. She sat up in bed, taking in the sight of her husband’s bare torso, partially hidden in the darkness of the night, but illuminated by the soft moonlight.
"Why did you get home so late?" she asked, crossing her arms.
"Jimena, I'm tired. Please, don't start." He covered his face with the blanket.
"You should've at least called." She lay back on the pillow.
"As if calling would change the fact that I came home late..."
"But at least I’d know where you were."
"That wouldn't change the fact that I came home late either." He scoffed.
"Are you mocking me, Pablo Mars?"
"Why do Gutiérrez women always insist on calling us by our last name?" he complained, gripping the fabric tightly.
"Don't change the subject, Pablo," she snapped, annoyed.
Pablo sat up suddenly, jaded by what he considered a pointless discussion, and dead asleep.
"Jimena, if what you want to know is whether I’ve been cheating on you, no, darling, I haven’t been." He sighed deeply. "Now, if it’s not too much to ask, I want to sleep. I’ve had a hell of a day and I’m not in the mood for your complaints. You’re starting to sound like my wife."
"I am your wife, jerk!" she exclaimed, losing her patience. It wasn’t fair that he always got away with everything just because he acted like a clown.
"Right, you are. Well, I know the type of wife you are—the one who goes to bed early and doesn’t question her husband, who works all day to give you everything you need."
"Of course! You do whatever you want, and I have to sit here and take it in silence."
"Exactly, my love. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I need to get up early tomorrow."
"But you don’t work tomorrow."
"Still, I have an important outing."
"An important outing?"
"Ugh!" he groaned, burying his face in the pillow. "Are you serious?"
"You never tell me anything. We don’t even talk anymore." Pablo breathed deeply, trying not to lose his composure.
"It’s midnight, Jimena. Great time for a conversation!"
"I’m not talking about that." She frowned. "Besides, you didn’t care about the time when you wanted to be with me," she complained.
"Before, I wanted to eat the apple."
"And now you don’t?" She raised an eyebrow.
"I already ate it. And it even reproduced," he replied mockingly.
"How am I supposed to interpret that, Pablo?"
"You’re the mother of my child... so it’s not the same anymore. You’re not the same girl you used to be. It’d be weird seeing you as a woman."
He grimaced as he realized what he had said. Jimena, on the other hand, stayed silent, trying to process what she had just heard. Her heart was shattered, and she couldn’t stop the tears that escaped from her eyes. At least the darkness of the night hid them well.
"I didn’t mean that, Jimena. See what you do to me? I say stupid things when I’m tired," he apologized guiltily, but she didn’t answer. She simply lay down, turning her back to him, and let the silent tears soak the pillow.
Early in the morning, Pablo combed his hair in the mirror. Although he was dressed casually, he looked effortlessly stylish and incredibly handsome, making Jimena stand there, mesmerized. She noticed how much his hair had grown, the tips were brushing against his neck; it seemed he had decided to let it grow long.Jimena couldn't help but admire him in silence, captivated by how striking and masculine he was."Are you leaving already?" she asked, shaking the bottle with one hand while holding the baby in the other arm.Pablo approached the boy and filled him with kisses, flooding Jimena's senses with his fresh perfume. She closed her eyes at the feel of his closeness, parting her lips in silent invitation. He, however, looked at her as if she were something strange and kissed her on the forehead, leaving her deeply disappointed."Right, you don't see me as a woman anymore," she said, her gaze filled with sadness. The weight of guilt hit him immediately as he remembered his careless wo
Everyone was chatting in groups, while Pablo decided to pull away. He sat at a reasonable distance from the others, his expression a mix of disdain and weariness."Everything okay?" Kevin asked as he sat beside him."Yeah." Pablo fixed his gaze on the ground. "Why do you ask?""Well, you're here alone and quiet. That’s not like you.""It’s just stress and exhaustion. By the way, how’s married life treating you?" He shifted the topic. Kevin smiled, a special sparkle in his eyes as he thought about his new reality."Though it’s obvious things are going well. Looks like Laura’s treating you wonderfully," Pablo teased."Being with her makes me feel whole. I love that girl in a way I never thought I could love anyone.""You’re a lucky guy," Pablo muttered, almost like a lament. Kevin gave him a curious look."So are you," he said, patting Pablo’s shoulder. "You’ve got a beautiful family.""Yeah..." Pablo replied, hesitating. "I have a beautiful son.""And a beautiful wife," Kevin finished
Pablo decided not to stay long at the meeting, so he said goodbye to everyone and went home."You’re here!" Jimena greeted him excitedly."Did you spend the whole day locked in the room?" he asked, looking at the bed where his wife lay."I don’t feel well," she excused herself, her eyes full of sadness."Depressed again?" He sat down beside her."I don’t know." Two tears rolled down her cheeks, but she wiped them away in a flash. "I’m fine, don’t worry." She faked a smile. He nodded uncertainly and headed to the bathroom.After a refreshing shower, Pablo fed the baby and put him to sleep. Then he carried him to his room and laid him down in his crib. He stayed for a while, gazing at him. A smile spread across his face as he gently caressed his son’s cheek, admiring him with pride."You weren’t planned, but you’re the most beautiful thing that’s ever happened to me. You’re the best version of me. Did you know you got your father’s good looks, Little piece of me? My mini-me! You’re luck
Jimena woke up bursting with energy, cheerful and renewed. A shiver ran through her every time she recalled that Saturday night. After so long without intimacy, she felt all her stress melt away. Of course, it wasn’t all happiness—she had to deal with Pablo’s nerves and reassure him that the morning-after pill would prevent a pregnancy. It wasn’t entirely foolproof, but surely, they couldn’t be that unlucky… could they?There was one thing that left her anxious: the matter of planning. Pablo hadn’t brought it up, and she was afraid to ask for some reason. She didn’t know if what had happened that night would become a regular part of their marriage—like it should—or if it was just a one-time release that wouldn’t happen again.Insecurity and sadness wrapped around her once more. Since when had she become a fearful, uncertain woman? How was it possible that she saw intimacy with her husband as something unattainable? Would it be a mistake to talk to him about it? Should she?These thoug
Jimena woke up early, and after tending to the baby’s needs and feeding him, she decided to shower in her room. Pablo must have already been on his way to work, after all. As she stepped into the bedroom, she let out a sigh.When she finished freshening up, she sat on the edge of the bed and started to cry. Like a scene from a movie, memories of her past happiness flooded her mind. A soft smile crept onto her face as she recalled those moments by the beautiful lake, the silent witness to their summer love, which now filled her thoughts:"Isn't it too late to be here?" Jimena asked nervously, shivering slightly from the cold. Pablo noticed her trembling and draped his black jacket over her shoulders."Better this way. No one will bother us," he replied with a mischievous smile. "Isn't it beautiful?" he asked, gazing at her tenderly. They sat together at the water’s edge, immersed in the beauty of the place.The deep blue of the lake, the flickering fireflies, the soft glow of the small
Pablo woke up, surprised to find Jimena gone from the bed. He let out a long sigh and ran a hand through his hair, frustration knotting in his stomach. Guilt gnawed at his peace. He longed to mend what was broken between them, but how could he face her after what he’d done?Jimena entered the room carrying their baby and gently placed him on the bed. The child crawled towards Pablo while she avoided his gaze, silently heading towards the bathroom. It was Saturday, and it seemed Jimena had plans, freeing him from the need to find some excuse to escape and avoid her.Jimena emerged wrapped in a towel, her skin damp and her hair pulled back. She couldn’t help but glance at her husband as he played with their baby; he looked utterly endearing, like a little boy himself.“Who’s this gorgeous blonde, Adrián?” he cooed to the baby, mimicking Donald Duck’s voice. Jimena tried to suppress a smile, feigning indifference. “What’s such a pretty lady doing in here? Who let her in?” he continued in
On a bright, beautiful morning filled with laughter and warmth, Jimena, Pablo, and the baby played on the bed. Even though the sunny day invited them to go out and appreciate its beauty, they decided to stay home and enjoy each other’s company.“Say ‘Da-da,’” Pablo repeated, staring intently at Adrián.“It doesn’t matter how hard you try, it won’t change the fact that he said ‘Mama’ before ‘Dada,’” Jimena said, amused. Pablo frowned at her in mock disagreement.“You manipulated him,” he accused her with a dramatic expression.“Yeah, right,” she scoffed sarcastically and stifled a giggle. “Face it, he loves me more than you,” she said with a chuckle before kissing his lips quickly.“‘He loves me more than you,’” he mocked, making a face.The baby nestled against his mother’s chest and began grabbing at her breasts.“Hey!” Pablo gently removed the baby’s hand with a grin. “Those belong to Daddy; your turn was long ago, young man. I lent them to you for a while, but now I’m taking back w
By the time the sun rose, Jimena was still clutching Pablo’s phone. Her face was blank, lost in her deepest, most painful thoughts. She hadn't slept or cried; she simply remained there, the phone in her hands.The alarm rang, and after turning over in bed a few times, Pablo sat up, rubbing his eyes. He looked at Jimena curiously as she stared sadly at the device. She unlocked the screen, and the message appeared before her. Silently, she passed the phone to Pablo. He took it, confused, and went cold as he read its contents. He looked at her in horror, unable to find the right words to face her.“Jimena… I…” Hearing his trembling voice was the trigger. The trapped tears burst forth like torrents, and her chest began to shake. Then he understood that a great sob was trying to erupt violently. “Let me explain, it was a mistake… a slip…” Jimena couldn’t bear the pressure in her chest. She threw herself at him, hysterical, hitting him with fury and pain.He held her arms and looked at her