P.V. Liam Frey

Damn it! 

Damn it! 

Damn it!

I started to break everything possible in the room. 

Not before I had recovered from the knee Luna gave me. 

I couldn't have done that to her, not to my girl. 

Fuck! 

Why do I always do things without thinking? 

Always letting anger dominate me. 

I waited 3 years to come and do shit?

I'm a son of a bitch and a bastard.

My room was already totally destroyed. 

I went to the dresser and took a bag of powder, made a little row on my arm, soon I felt it inside me and starting to feel calmer. 

There was a knock on the door, but I didn't say anything, they knocked a few more times and as I continued in silence, they opened the door and I didn't care who it was.

- Fuck, Liam! 

What happened here bro?

Jon!

- You got it? 

– I didn't answer your question.

When I got to Atlanta I asked Jon to find out about Leon's shit. 

Ever since that bastard stole from me, he's just disappeared. 

It's a good thing he didn't spend my money. 

I'll want every penny or his death will be a good payment.

- Looks like he disappeared from the map, Frey.

Jon was my hope. 

If Jon got anything or anything about Leon my Luna wouldn't need to sleep with someone else. 

She would do it the same way to get to me. 

And remembering that made me realize how close I am to being without her. 

Luna is so changed. 

I don't say that because of the knee she gave me, we've had much worse fights, but in the way we talk and act.

- I lost her, Jon. 

– Thinking about it is seeing hard, talking out loud makes it seem so real.

- Who she? 

Liam, did you drink?

I lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling.

- Student. 

And I used marijuana. 

– I answered her questions – You know I always loved her…

- I also know that you always treat her like anyone else. 

What has changed now?

Our! 

I'm not like that! 

Not most of the time. 

When we're both alone it's different.

- She never avoided me and it happened twice. 

She's changed.

Jon sat next to me.

- Of course, Liam!

3 years have passed she must be hot – I get up enough to slap him on the head. 

- There! 

Sorry, but back to the subject. 

At the time she was only 17 and you were 19. Luna was always determined and everyone knows she loved you very much, maybe those years away made her think.

- Think?

- Think if it's really worth it.

I sit on the bed.

- Do you think she doesn't love me anymore? 

Because to me those years never meant anything. 

I still love her and want her.

- But you never showed it or really tried something with her, on the other hand Luna, always showed how much she felt for you and in return she only suffered.

Jon is right. 

Luna was always with me and several times she told me how much she liked me and I liked her I just couldn't say. 

It's not that easy for me. 

And so I always ended up making mistakes with Luna, even more when I started to get involved with Angelica, things between us started to get worse.

- What did you do wrong? 

To be feeling elbow pain?

I made a face at Jon, he started to laugh.

- I... I kind of lost control.

- Out of control?

- Jon looks at me suspiciously. 

“Liam, you didn't hurt her, did you?

I closed my eyes.

- For a moment, yes.

- Fuck! 

You just do shit. 

– Jon whispered.

- She talked about Zac and you know how I hate this guy. 

- I defended myself - I don't want to lose Luna even more if it's for him.

- It's your attitudes that keep Luna away from you.

I don't like it when Jon is right.

- Maybe if I hadn't left…

- Would it have changed anything? 

Liam, you had to leave to see that you were in danger of losing Luna forever. 

If you stayed here things wouldn't change and you know it. 

- Jon looked at me. 

- You're that person who needs to lose to appreciate it and Luna just needs some time to see what's worth it in her life. 

With you here she would only be unhappy. 

Both.

- But I didn't leave because I wanted to…

- At least once in his life Leon did something good.

I faced the ceiling again, my life is not a bed of roses, but without her you won't see the same thing.

- I don't really like it when you get thoughtful.

- Neither, but several ideas came up…

- As long as your ideas don't involve hurting Luna anymore I'm with you, but if you do, I'm on her side bro.

I stared at him in disbelief. 

Not because I knew he would take her side, glad he would take her side, but because he thought I would do anything to hurt her. 

I have a big problem with anger and I admit it, but I would never intentionally hurt her. 

Good thing she retaliates.

I may be being selfish, but Luna is mine and now that I'm back I'm going to show it. 

I can relate to everyone, but I will always be hers. 

I won't give up until I'm sure I've lost her for good. 

It's time for me to take the reins.

I will change for my Luna, my Light!

- Meeting in an hour - I got out of bed and put on my jacket.

- I'm leaving and I'll be right back.

- Where are you going?

Jon always curious.

- Look, as I recall, I'm still the boss. 

So I don't owe you satisfaction.

We laughed and left the mansion.

[...]

When I got back it was already three in the afternoon. 

I walked into my office seeing Cory lying on a couch, Devin and Luna kind of hugging. 

Oh, those two. 

Why are they so close together? 

I know they have nothing. 

Devin could switch places with me. 

I go to my desk and sit in my chair. 

Jon, Jason and my head of security were in the chairs in front of my desk.

- So Liam, what's up? 

– Cory asked.

I took a deep breath.

- Cory, I want you to confirm my presence with Luna at the club today, let everyone know. 

Jason, I want to set up a group of security guards to accompany us to the club today. 

The best, we may have some unexpected surprise. 

So let's prevent ourselves. 

- Mischievous smile. 

- Jon and Devin you are going too, I want them to see the team together. 

And the nightclub DJ has to do his best tonight because it will be a special night at least for some

Luna rolled her eyes.

Everyone looked at me with a frown on their face. 

what did I do wrong?

- Why all this? 

– Devin asked.

- All the deputies, especially the deputies, must know that Leon stole from me and with that they will fall on Luna. 

Then I will show that I don't regret putting her in charge and that Leon will regret being born.

I looked at Luna and she had her mouth half open, I wanted to kiss her…

- OK. 

Just tell me when you're leaving. 

– Jason said. 

- I'll make available two cars ready to go with you.

- 21 hours we're leaving.

He agreed and withdrew. 

Jon stood up, we made our touch and he smiled. 

I bet you already know I'm going to get ready and get out of the office.

- I'll go there to warn the people that our Liam is back - Cory said leaving the room.

Luna and Devin on the other hand left without saying anything much less looking back as they left. 

I believe it won't be easy, but that Luna can make it a little easier for me. 

Forget it, I won't be whining. 

I'll conquer her and that's it.