Mason narrates:

We've been on the road for a month now, admittedly these days have been perfect. I haven't thought about anything other than what's going to happen to the relationship we're forming with Paige.

We are still having breakfast in Paris; we have not moved from here at Paige's request. I'm happy to oblige her wishes, all her wishes.

I have made a decision about what will happen when we leave home, which is that I love her, and I want to be with her. I will talk to Peyton when I return and explain to her that even though I feel indebted to her for all the time she has had to wait I cannot be.

with her without loving her. With how well she took the news of the time she needed I think she has also been in doubt about how she felt about me.

I am determined to continue with Paige to be happy with her, it is the best I can do. I can't live a charade with Peyton, I will only make us both suffer. Me because I don't love her and her because she will be with someone who doesn't love