VIVIANE
My parents had been given two days off, as the Mendes de Albuquerque had traveled to Guarujá and dismissed all the staff at the mansion, with the exception of the security guards, of course.
Taking advantage of this opportunity, they decided to spend their day off in Jundiaí, visiting my aunt Soraia, my mother's sister.
I took the whole day to study and when night came, I went to the kitchen just to get something to eat and went back to dedicating myself to my studies.
It was after twenty-three hours when I decided to rest and after taking another shower, I went to bed. The night was very hot and stuffy and I was tossing and turning in bed, both because of the heat and because of the thoughts that wouldn't leave me alone.
When I was studying, I managed not to think about João Felipe and that uncomfortable feeling I felt for someone so unattainable. But now, trying to sleep, he wouldn't get out of my head.
It was past one o'clock in the morning when I gave up trying to sleep and got up. The heat was unbearable and even the wind coming out of the fan was hot.
Then I thought about going for a swim. It had been a while since I had played in the pool, always devoting myself to my studies and when I went out, it was always with João Pedro on his nights out because, although he always invited our friends to spend the day at the pool at the mansion, I always refused to think. Mrs. Marta would not want to see this scene and I would rather avoid conflict situations.
But since Mrs. Marta and Mr. Rodolfo weren't there and even João Pedro had traveled with some friends to a mysterious place, claiming that he wouldn't tell me where he was going because I didn't want to accompany him, it wouldn't hurt to go to the pool.
João Felipe " I sighed melancholy " I saw him leaving with the car when I went to look for my mother's dog in the garden of the mansion earlier. He should be out overnight with one of his cases, I thought. He would be surrounded by people of his "level", as his mother insisted on always boasting.
I wore a discreet black bathing suit. I didn't like to expose my body more than necessary. I didn't feel well. I didn't have any self-esteem problems, it was just shyness. I put on a bathrobe over my bathing suit and headed toward the mansion.
The security guards who worked at the mansion were all very discreet and used to staying in the guardhouse next to the entrance, as all the walls around the mansion, in addition to being very high, were also monitored by security cameras and had electric fences.
They were aware that I was the only one home, as when I walked earlier with Mommy's dog, I had even exchanged a few words with one of them, talking about the weather which was quite muggy that night and he asked me to call guardhouse, in case you needed anything.
Arriving at the pool area, I took off my bathrobe and immediately dived into the water, which was at a perfect temperature for that hot night. I went around a few laps, swimming from one end to the other.
João Felipe
It was Saturday night and I ended up going out with some old colleagues, whom I had met again at the party I attended yesterday, at Alicia's house.
We made an appointment at a little bar that my friends assured me was the most popular place at the time and that it had an extremely pleasant atmosphere. Shortly after the four of us were installed at a table in the place, we already had female company.
Ricardo was a very hard-nosed person, and as soon as the first group of girls looked at us, he went up to them and invited them to join us.
Nicolas and Henrique were also with us and the conversation turned to old-school days.
However, as had been happening since I got back, I couldn't get interested in any of the beautiful women who were with us and the conversation didn't flow so well with the noise of the environment.
I decided to go home. I wasn't feeling comfortable, and I didn't want to drink anymore. But I wasn't too sleepy, and I couldn't sleep. So, in the middle of Saturday, when the night had everything to end with me very well accompanied, I was lying in my room, looking at the TV, not really paying attention to what was going on.
It was a hot night, and even the air conditioning in the room was making me irritable. In fact, everything has the power to annoy me lately.
I threw on just a pair of sweatpants over my shower and went outside to get some natural ventilation. I walked out onto the balcony of my room.
Despite being a very muggy night, the sky was beautiful, and I was looking distractedly at the sky with several stars shining in the firmament. That aroused, even more, the restlessness that I was feeling in the last few days.
I looked more closely at the area where the pool was, as I had the impression that there was movement in that area when I noticed that there was someone swimming.
I was immediately alert, after all, everyone had traveled and even Viviane's parents had gone to visit relatives in the countryside. Until I had a snap and moved closer to the railing. I was sure it wasn't a bandit, as we had 24-hour security around the mansion and if one had managed to get past the security barrier, he wouldn't be taking a bath in our pool.
This left me with only one option, and it was exactly this person who clung to the edge of the pool, lifting his head and making me an even more tormented man:
Viviane.
JOÃO FELIPEI immediately left my room and approached the pool silently.“ You want to kill me, you madman!” She screamed scared when she saw me coming, placing her hand on her chest and closing her eyes, with a sigh of relief, I believe that because it was me, and not a stranger.I watched as she got out of the pool, in a well-behaved black bathing suit, which, despite hiding more than exposing her body, left me in an unusual state of excitement." Aren't you going to say anything?” She asked, drying herself with a towel that was on top of a lounger next to the pool." I think I should be demanding explanations here, no? " I said, looking at her, who was even more beautiful with her face flushed by the cold. " After all, this pool belongs to the mansion.”I didn't have to finish the sentence, because she understood very well what I was referring to." You are so unbearable! " she said, looking at me with an expression of disgust and already turning to leave, wearing a fluffy green ro
VIVIANEI put my fingers inside her hair and stroked, reveling in her softness and wanting to make sure this was happening.When I realized it, we were already lying on a chaise longue, kissing passionately.I had never been with another person in such an intimate moment because João Felipe was touching me in a way that I never allowed anyone else to touch me. I guess I've always been waiting for him.I had my eyes closed, enjoying even more intensely the sensations awakened by Felipe's hands when I remembered where we were and tried to make him stop again, pulling my lips away." João Felipe, we can't do this here," I said weakly, as Felipe continued to kiss my neck and move his mouth down towards my breasts." Everybody left. No one will see us.”" The security guards are all over the property " I reminded him.He lifted his face and looked at me with an intensity that made me want even more of his caresses. He was white and our kisses had left his lips and face red." What are you
João FelipeI woke up feeling a warm body snuggled next to mine, I looked around and saw that I was in my bedroom, in my parents' mansion in São Paulo.I quickly remembered everything that had happened yesterday, after I got back from meeting my friends at a bar in the capital.I looked at Vivi, who was still sleeping peacefully, with her arms and legs draped over me.It was a wonderful night and spectacular sex, but even though I had calculated my steps and knew that I had done what I wanted to do for a long time, I knew that this was not the right thing to do.I couldn't assume a relationship with Viviane. My mother would never forgive me. VivianeAs I had told João Felipe, I spent the rest of Sunday studying in my room.My parents arrived in the afternoon and after dinner, I made a point of preparing, as I was sure that my mother must be tired from the trip, I retired to my corner again, but this time to sleep.I would have to wake up early, and there was no point in getting there sleepy, even more so after the night João Felipe and I had. She was tired, both from the studies and the night of lovemaking. It was a wonderful night, as I always dreamed it would be my first time. I can even say that it exceeded my expectations, and I didn't know what to expect for the next few days.But I was down “to" earth enough to know that what was between us wasn't serious and that it didn't have a future eiI Will not Delude Myself
JOÃO FELIPEI headed towards the Evolution nightclub, where they were already, as far as I could understand, and passed by the entrance after paying a high price for the entrance to the VIP area.The place was very spacious, its lighting was diffused and with lights, like most clubs, it was full of people, mostly young people.As I went up to the VIP area, I was soon able to spot a very lively group, made up of about five people, including my brother and Viviane.She was next to a strong guy, about her height and good-looking. He was hugging her around the waist and it irritated me so much that I had to control myself, closing my hands into fists.An insane desire to punch that guy's face, but he wouldn't do that
VivianeImpressive how there are people who don't realize how much their actions can hurt other people. Not that I was hurt by João Felipe, because I never expected positive things from him and it wouldn't be now that I would delude myself with something like that. Quite the opposite.If I decided to seize the moment and have anything to do with him, it was with eyes wide open. I can accuse Felipe of several things, but I will never be able to say that he deceived me.We've known each other for a long time, and I know all your features. Even more so when he always made a point of showing me the negatives. I know all his faults very well."I'm not mad at you if that's what you're asking and you'd rather not be blunt," I said wearily.<
VIVIANEWhen I decided to accompany João Pedro to the club, I sent some messages to Felipe, but the last time he was online was more than an hour before and he didn't answer me.I arrived at the club with JP, always paying attention if there were no messages from Felipe and nothing! César had hugged me and was asking me to contact a classmate that I had met that night at the club and that he was interested in when I saw João Felipe arriving at our table.I was very surprised and at the same time very happy. I believed that he had come looking for me, since our previous plans did not work out. But when he didn't pay any attention to me and started flirting with some girls back at the club, I was extremely upset. I didn't expect this attitude from him. We had agreed on exclusivity.
VivianeAfter we took a shower, João Felipe asked them to bring breakfast to the suite we were in and we ate it while we talked about the week we had spent without seeing each other. Even though we texted every day, nothing compared to having a face-to-face conversation with the other person.João Felipe seemed quite satisfied with his position at his father's company and was telling me about his business expansion plans, with the opening of a branch in New York.As he spoke, I listened intently and was once again able to see how little I meant to him. None of his plans involved a relationship, least of all with me. But no surprises so far, after all, I wasn't creating any kind of expectation on top of both of us. It was just another statement of a proven fact.