Viviane
João Pedro did not like to open up about his feelings and emotions, he was very reserved, and I never saw him fall in love with any girl he had a relationship with. But lately, I haven't seen him with anyone, and he keeps disappearing without telling me where he is or with whom. Something was going on with my friend and I just hope it was nothing serious.
It didn't take long, and he arrived. He should be somewhere close to the University, as we lived at least thirty minutes from the university, and he didn't even spend fifteen to getting to where I was waiting for him.
“Just say what the problem is because I know there is one” I got into the car and sat on the passenger seat, at the same time as I said those words. “Don't bullshit me and don't look so innocent!”
“Let's get out of here. When I get home, we'll talk. I need to vent. There's something I want to share with you.”
“I knew I had something!” I said, looking at him with an inquiring and worried expression.
He didn't say anything else and drove the car out of the parking lot where we were. I understood that he wanted to talk only when we got home and decided to wait for his moment. We were very close, but I had no idea what the subject could be.
Upon arriving at the mansion, we were going straight to his room when we ran into João Felipe in the hallway where the family's rooms were located.
We were walking hand in hand because I noticed that João Pedro needed support and I held his hand. Looking at our joined hands, João Felipe blurted out:
" Did the couple decide to come out? She asked with an expression of displeasure.”
" Not yet. But any day, it could happen, " said João Pedro, smiling.
It was always like that, João Pedro never responded to the way his brother referred to us, which made me very irritated.
" Are you going out, João Felipe? " He asked curiously because Felipe was very well groomed, handsome as always and his smell was to drive a poor mortal in love crazy.
He was still staring at our joined hands when he answered his brother in a dry manner.
" Clear. After all, Friday is the best time to relax. I'm enjoying it while I still haven't taken over Mendes de Albuquerque.”
" We're also going out, me and Vivi.”
I immediately looked at João Pedro when he said that. I hadn't arranged anything with him, and I wasn't intending to go out this weekend. Exams were right around the corner, and I was never going to enjoy a hangover while I was supposed to be studying.
"Let 's go to Alícia Guimarães' party.”
João Pedro could only be going crazy or playing with Felipe's face. I hated Alicia and would never step foot in an event at her house. I glared at him, and he just smiled. I dropped our hands, upset.
" I'm on my way there. But tell me, were you invited? " He said as if doubting. " I'll rephrase my question. Was Viviane invited? Because as far as I remember, Beatrice and Alicia hated Viviane. In her place, I wouldn't take her, as I'm sure she won't be welcome at our friends' houses. I'll be really surprised if that has changed in the time I've been away.”
I looked away from João Pedro when I heard Felipe's words and decided to get away from both before I did or said something that I would regret because I was on edge.
" I'm leaving, João Pedro. Then you say whatever you have to say. I don't need to sit here and listen to nasty things coming from such snooty people.”
I left quickly, as I wouldn't submit myself to those gratuitous insults from João Felipe.
" Come back here, Vivi… please!”
I didn't pay attention to João Pedro's words and went on my way.
" Dude, I was just kidding, you didn't need to talk…! " I still heard João Pedro complain to his brother, before turning to the corridor and going down the stairs in a hurry. I was reaching the last step when I almost bumped into Mr. Rodolfo.
" Good night, Vivi! " He said excitedly.
I don't know how such a kind man could father that nasty one.
" Good night, Mr. Rodolfo!”
" Where are you going in such a hurry? Stay for dinner. I'm sure the boys will really appreciate your presence.
I almost asked who the boys were, but I wasn't in the mood for jokes and just said:
" In the next opportunity, Mr. Rodolfo. I'm studying for the last evaluations of the semester, and I need to dedicate myself to the fullest! " I said that he didn't realize how I was inside.
" All right then, my dear. You're right, you can't waste any time" She gave me a respectful kiss on the forehead, as she used to do since I was a child, and left, going up the stairs.
Upon entering my house, I found my parents watching TV. I greeted each one with a kiss on the cheek and went to my room, I needed to be alone.
João Pedro kept calling me and sending some messages, but I wasn't going to go back to the mansion anymore today, and despite his insistence, he ended up accepting it and said he would go out to have fun then.
I just needed a shower and sleep.
Already lying down and trying to reconcile sleep, the images of what happened tonight wouldn't get out of my head.
Why did João Felipe insist on hurting me? Why does he always need to rub our differences in my face? I had these questions for years and apparently, it would not be today that I would have my answers.
JOÃO FELIPEAfter Vivi left, my brother tried to lecture me about education and how we should treat people well, a whole speech that he always insisted on giving, every time he didn't like the way I treated his little friend.We ended up arguing, and I left, not really caring what he said. After all, I was starting to wonder if they didn't have some sort of romantic relationship anyway.The party at Alicia's house was already happening when I got there and I was going to take the opportunity to try to find a woman to go out with. In other words, some woman made me forget the Vivi I found when I returned to Brazil. An already female Viviane, full of curves and with a sharp tongue.Every time I've visited my parents these last three years, I've managed not to run into Viviane, always avoiding her with all my might. He could say that he had last seen her when she was still sixteen and still looking like a girl.Now she was even more beautiful, and she was still totally inexperienced with
VIVIANEMy parents had been given two days off, as the Mendes de Albuquerque had traveled to Guarujá and dismissed all the staff at the mansion, with the exception of the security guards, of course.Taking advantage of this opportunity, they decided to spend their day off in Jundiaí, visiting my aunt Soraia, my mother's sister.I took the whole day to study and when night came, I went to the kitchen just to get something to eat and went back to dedicating myself to my studies.It was after twenty-three hours when I decided to rest and after taking another shower, I went to bed. The night was very hot and stuffy and I was tossing and turning in bed, both because of the heat and because of the thoughts that wouldn't leave me alone.When I was studying, I managed not to think about João Felipe and that uncomfortable feeling I felt for someone so unattainable. But now, trying to sleep, he wouldn't get out of my head.It was past one o'clock in the morning when I gave up trying to sleep an
JOÃO FELIPEI immediately left my room and approached the pool silently.“ You want to kill me, you madman!” She screamed scared when she saw me coming, placing her hand on her chest and closing her eyes, with a sigh of relief, I believe that because it was me, and not a stranger.I watched as she got out of the pool, in a well-behaved black bathing suit, which, despite hiding more than exposing her body, left me in an unusual state of excitement." Aren't you going to say anything?” She asked, drying herself with a towel that was on top of a lounger next to the pool." I think I should be demanding explanations here, no? " I said, looking at her, who was even more beautiful with her face flushed by the cold. " After all, this pool belongs to the mansion.”I didn't have to finish the sentence, because she understood very well what I was referring to." You are so unbearable! " she said, looking at me with an expression of disgust and already turning to leave, wearing a fluffy green ro
VIVIANEI put my fingers inside her hair and stroked, reveling in her softness and wanting to make sure this was happening.When I realized it, we were already lying on a chaise longue, kissing passionately.I had never been with another person in such an intimate moment because João Felipe was touching me in a way that I never allowed anyone else to touch me. I guess I've always been waiting for him.I had my eyes closed, enjoying even more intensely the sensations awakened by Felipe's hands when I remembered where we were and tried to make him stop again, pulling my lips away." João Felipe, we can't do this here," I said weakly, as Felipe continued to kiss my neck and move his mouth down towards my breasts." Everybody left. No one will see us.”" The security guards are all over the property " I reminded him.He lifted his face and looked at me with an intensity that made me want even more of his caresses. He was white and our kisses had left his lips and face red." What are you
João FelipeI woke up feeling a warm body snuggled next to mine, I looked around and saw that I was in my bedroom, in my parents' mansion in São Paulo.I quickly remembered everything that had happened yesterday, after I got back from meeting my friends at a bar in the capital.I looked at Vivi, who was still sleeping peacefully, with her arms and legs draped over me.It was a wonderful night and spectacular sex, but even though I had calculated my steps and knew that I had done what I wanted to do for a long time, I knew that this was not the right thing to do.I couldn't assume a relationship with Viviane. My mother would never forgive me. VivianeAs I had told João Felipe, I spent the rest of Sunday studying in my room.My parents arrived in the afternoon and after dinner, I made a point of preparing, as I was sure that my mother must be tired from the trip, I retired to my corner again, but this time to sleep.I would have to wake up early, and there was no point in getting there sleepy, even more so after the night João Felipe and I had. She was tired, both from the studies and the night of lovemaking. It was a wonderful night, as I always dreamed it would be my first time. I can even say that it exceeded my expectations, and I didn't know what to expect for the next few days.But I was down “to" earth enough to know that what was between us wasn't serious and that it didn't have a future eiI Will not Delude Myself
JOÃO FELIPEI headed towards the Evolution nightclub, where they were already, as far as I could understand, and passed by the entrance after paying a high price for the entrance to the VIP area.The place was very spacious, its lighting was diffused and with lights, like most clubs, it was full of people, mostly young people.As I went up to the VIP area, I was soon able to spot a very lively group, made up of about five people, including my brother and Viviane.She was next to a strong guy, about her height and good-looking. He was hugging her around the waist and it irritated me so much that I had to control myself, closing my hands into fists.An insane desire to punch that guy's face, but he wouldn't do that
VivianeImpressive how there are people who don't realize how much their actions can hurt other people. Not that I was hurt by João Felipe, because I never expected positive things from him and it wouldn't be now that I would delude myself with something like that. Quite the opposite.If I decided to seize the moment and have anything to do with him, it was with eyes wide open. I can accuse Felipe of several things, but I will never be able to say that he deceived me.We've known each other for a long time, and I know all your features. Even more so when he always made a point of showing me the negatives. I know all his faults very well."I'm not mad at you if that's what you're asking and you'd rather not be blunt," I said wearily.<