His words and attitude caused me distress and I immediately tried to justify myself.
“I didn't know what I know now, and I want to clarify what happened in my house,” I started to speak nervously, but then I gathered my courage. “I was hurt and upset Nick and I said things that are not true,” I justified myself in front of him.
“I don't care what you have to say to me, I don't want anything to do with a woman like you, who gets out of one man's bed to go fuck another,” he said in a strong tone without trying to dissemble in front of his companions, who stepped back a little to give us privacy.
“No Nick, that's not it, that's why I came to tell you the truth” I started again trying to explain myself.
“Don't be cynical Sophia you even showed up in this office with your lover” he emphasized with a look of hatred, which chilled my blood, but I c
I was on my way to Constructors La Madrid, I had everything ready, I was anxious, finally, Sofia was going to be in my hands, well, not really in my hands, I smiled at that thought, but in my bed as my lover because if she wanted to avoid the ruin of her beloved family, she had to sell herself to me.A little remorse welled up inside me and I dismissed it by saying to myself “You have nothing to regret, prostitutes are paid to be with and that was Sophia's nature.” At that moment I hated her with all my soul, but I had not stopped desiring her, maybe if I went to bed and had sex with her day and night for about two weeks I would succeed in exorcising her.Liuggi was next to me and asked me: “Are you sure about what you are going to do, why don't you call her and clear things up with her? That girl is not like you think, I have sent her to follow and…”Hearing that I interrupted him enraged,
I hadn't stopped thinking about Sophia, my thoughts about her were recurrent, I couldn't get her out of my head, she was in my blood poisoning my whole being, I thought about listening to her, I couldn't bear to be away from her any longer, I don't know what had caused that in me, but the feeling wasn't pleasant at all.Maybe I had been wrong and there was hope for us. She had touched me deeply, I felt something different for her, that I had never experienced with other women, I could not fool myself, Liuggi was right, I had to give myself a chance, talk to her and fix all our differences, I concluded happily.Betty, my secretary, interrupted my hesitations, telling me that my nine o'clock appointment was waiting for me, I smiled pleased, I was sure it was Sophia. At that very moment, I received a call on my cell phone from one of my security team members, who informed me that Sophia had been followed and that the day before she had moved in
I approached and began to kiss him softly, shyly, Nick could not resist my attempt at seduction, he responded by deepening the kiss, he lifted me making my body make contact with his, taking me in his arms, he laid me down on the couch without stopping kissing me, demonstrating with each caress his desire.He took off my dress and bra, started to play, kissed my breasts, sucking them hungrily, sending strong jolts inside me. I arched my back, offering him greater access as he feasted on my breasts.He looked up and rested his gaze on me with a look of tenderness and a husky voice. He said to me:"My Sophi! You have no idea what you provoke in me. You drive me crazy my beautiful little girl" he pulled away from me and I protested.He smiled happily at my reaction."It's just to take my clothes off, they're in the way," he said, standing naked in front of me, he came closer again,
I felt the rage boil up inside me, fucking bitch! I thought, when was I going to learn. That woman's nature was that of a reptile like all of them, I couldn't have anything serious with her, otherwise, my life would be hell, I couldn't forget it, I had to keep it always in mind. I controlled myself and waited for her to appear.Minutes later, she came out with a big smile, lighting up her whole face, as if what she saw was the most important thing in her life, and expressed:“I'm ready, Nick, I'm only yours.”I couldn't control my anger and pointed harshly at him.“Really? I'd have to lock you under seven keys for that to be true because as usual, you live lavishing sympathy on anyone who crosses your path.”“What's wrong with you Nick, why are you upset?” she asked me squinting her beautiful eyes.“That's not your pr
Pain shot through my body, I felt faint, I couldn't believe how Nick, in less than a few seconds, had destroyed the happy moments we had been spending. I got up and ran without looking back, I sat on the sidewalk, hugging my legs as tears rolled down my cheek.I thought Nick found pleasure in insulting me, he always humiliated me, he had no qualms in front of whom he did it. How could I be in love with such a monster? Did he not value me, was I a masochist? How could I allow him so many offenses? How could I put up with so much?But my hands were tied because if I left his side he would lash out against the company and that would affect my parents, I could not allow it, I did not mind sacrificing myself and keep putting up with his insults as long as I could avoid suffering for my parents. I had to wait, for now I could not walk away.I got up, took off my shoes and walked several blocks, until I found a cab, which took me to Nick's house, I had to continue enduring my hell, I arrived
I remained static when I realized that I had spoken more than I should have, I looked at him, and he was staring at me waiting for my answer, I had to look for a quick way out in my mind and when I found it, I immediately said:“W-well, I began nervously because I-I must have energy f-for these walks you make me take. He smiled and kissed me, then we got up and walked to the city hall, then to the church of San Domenico".When we arrived at the hotel, I felt very sick, and so I spent two days with vomiting and dizziness, so we could not leave, and he stayed taking care of me with such tenderness and care, which made my tears come to my eyes. He wanted to call the doctor, but I prevented him from doing so, I attributed my discomfort to the fact that the ice cream we had eaten had made me sick.I did not dare to tell him the truth, and I was afraid that he would find out the reasons because I felt that it was not yet the time to confess the truth, and I was afraid of his reaction, as Ni
I stood for a moment berating myself for what had just happened, I was an asshole! I shouldn't have said those things to him, but it was necessary for me to say them out loud, so I could believe them. Because I had to admit that these had been the best weeks of my life. Sophia had gotten deep into my soul, she impregnated me with her and to tell the truth I was terrified because for the first time I didn't know how to correct my mistakes and I felt impotent because I couldn't do anything about it. But I was sure of one thing, I did not want to lose her.I called her, but she ignored me, I followed her to talk to her, but at that moment my phone rang, diverting me from my purpose. I answered it without looking at the screen and heard a voice I thought I would never hear again in my life.“Hello, my beautiful prince” said that voice that made me itch so much, my skin bristled with displeasure, and although I tried to control my reaction, it was inevitable to express my discomfort.“What
My heart was racing, I felt like it was going to come out of my mouth and although it seemed like a dream come true I couldn't help but remain completely silent for a while, I thought that maybe I had heard wrong. However, I turned my face to him, and he kept waiting for my answer, but instead of an affirmative or negative answer coming out of my mouth, I couldn't help but question his request."Nick: Are you bipolar?" I asked, worried that his proposition was due to some temporary situation."No, my love. I've never been so sure of anything in my life. You are the woman I've always been looking for, the one I've always hoped for, the one I want to share, my heart beats faster when you're near. I'm crazy about you, I think you occupy more than ninety percent of my thoughts, I can't stop thinking about you and imagining you, I can't conceive my future if it's not with you. My emotions constantly rise and fall. But More, answer me, do you want to marry me? What does your silence mean?"